First, I'll say that I love my husband. He's the first man who has truly understood me and accepted me for me.

Second, he's had three heart attacks over four years and cannot perform. He feels bad about it and I masturbate alot but SOOOOO miss the feeling of a sweaty man laying on top of me, giving it to me hard.

I've approached a couple of guys about something casual but they all have a problem with me being married. WTF do I do? I just want to get laid, well and often. I want to feel like a sexual woman again.

I feel so numb inside. Any advice would be great!!!