Lesbian Female / 37
After More Than Twenty Years I Had Live Sex With A Girl
I am 37 and I am not out. I live in a big city and work as a senior accountant for a large multinational. In my work I am very quiet and personal. I have a hard time with my personal time, I masturbate a lot in the dark. I had a sexual experience in high school with a temporary teacher. She was my first experience and I have never forgotten her. When I masturbate I imagine being with her. She had to force me but I liked it and after the first time I willingly went with her.
But after she left to go back to college and graduate I never saw her again. I was in love with her but to her I was a diversion. All through college I kept to myself, and masturbated. The reason I lived alone was to be able to masturbate when I wanted. I buy men's mail order magazines to look at the girls. The computer has everything, but I like holding the magazines and dream about them. From time to time I fall in love with some girl. And that's where I am now with Andrea from work, an accounts payable girl.
Andrea is say 22, or something, she has an associates degree and comes from the 'hood'. She primarily associates with other Hispanic girls, and she talks to me about this girl she grew up with who is currently dancing at a men's club. She goes to pick her up after she gets off work and they go home together. Andrea has known her since they were in grade school and she likes to sleep with her. She is so matter of fact about this girl dancing naked. I am totally crushed with this girl and I dream of her when I'm masturbating.
Yesterday I asked Andrea if she had ever given it up to a guy. She looked at me and asked me if I had given it up to a guy. When I said no she answered "I didn't think so". Then almost immediately she looked at me and said "I don't do older women". I was hurt and she could see it and she offered to come over, but only once but she would do it. For the first time since I was a high school girl I had a girl with me. I had ten thousand dreams to emulate but Andrea wanted it her way.
I have her taste in my mouth and I can still see her tits over me. I have a large dildo in me, while I close my eyes and think of her. Today I need penetration. I masturbated earlier. Right now I want to be with her.
But after she left to go back to college and graduate I never saw her again. I was in love with her but to her I was a diversion. All through college I kept to myself, and masturbated. The reason I lived alone was to be able to masturbate when I wanted. I buy men's mail order magazines to look at the girls. The computer has everything, but I like holding the magazines and dream about them. From time to time I fall in love with some girl. And that's where I am now with Andrea from work, an accounts payable girl.
Andrea is say 22, or something, she has an associates degree and comes from the 'hood'. She primarily associates with other Hispanic girls, and she talks to me about this girl she grew up with who is currently dancing at a men's club. She goes to pick her up after she gets off work and they go home together. Andrea has known her since they were in grade school and she likes to sleep with her. She is so matter of fact about this girl dancing naked. I am totally crushed with this girl and I dream of her when I'm masturbating.
Yesterday I asked Andrea if she had ever given it up to a guy. She looked at me and asked me if I had given it up to a guy. When I said no she answered "I didn't think so". Then almost immediately she looked at me and said "I don't do older women". I was hurt and she could see it and she offered to come over, but only once but she would do it. For the first time since I was a high school girl I had a girl with me. I had ten thousand dreams to emulate but Andrea wanted it her way.
I have her taste in my mouth and I can still see her tits over me. I have a large dildo in me, while I close my eyes and think of her. Today I need penetration. I masturbated earlier. Right now I want to be with her.
