Gay Male / 18
A True Friend Helps Me Bring Out My Inner-female
This was my first ever experience with another man including sex. I had just turned 15 as the summer started and with help from my brothers connections, I was able to land a good internship that could take my time over the summer. It was as a counselor for a youth athletic camp for kids. Basically I was one of those teachers watching over the kids and making sure they were behaving. It was very tiring.
Anyways prior to this, I somewhat started to question my sexuality just a tiny bit, like a really tiny bit. I would see cocks in porn and be like, “I wonder what it feels like to get railed by that,” but I didn’t really think of it too much. As far as I knew, these were only intrusive thoughts. However, one thing that made it stick out a little more was how puberty was hitting me. Coming right out of freshman highschool, I was about 5’4”, fijian so I had a nice tannish color of skin, and instead of gaining height, I gained width and length in the wrong areas.
Of course I developed more muscle mass, but as for other parts, My penis was still about 5 inches which is average but I wanted more so I can fuck women better. My things and ass grew larger everday. I had to get new khakis for school that was starting up and it wasn’t crazy big, but If you were to really pay attention, you can notice the voluptuousness of my ass.
My thighs too, big enough thighs to squish watermelon. However developed more probably from running track and doing all those squats in the gym so I can run faster. And I was 15 and at that time, at least for me, I didn’t really grow that much body hair, only on my armpits and some pubic hair but not a lot. My ass and thighs were clean and if you were to strip me down fully naked, you could make the assumption that I was a girl.
All of that aside, I didn’t think of it that much and just shoved it off as “big ass means I am going to be like 6 feet!” But my coworker at my internship was going to change my whole mindset.
At the start of the internship, there was like a week orientation to prepare for the summer camp. They taught us things like cpr, the schedule of activities, and how to just deal with kids in general. Every other counselor seemed to had already known each other, being apart of some group that helped them get the internship. All of them were adults and stuff but only two others were my age being like 15. We are going to call the two Riley and Josh.
Josh really liked to stay in his own circle and was really shy so I didn’t talk to him that much besides when he was in my group of children to monitor. I won’t talk about him much in this story, but Riley was different. Me and him got along and became friends during the orientation.
Riley was taller than me but wasn’t as tall, about like 5’7” or 5’6”, probably 5’6”He was black and sort of skinny, but in surprise, he was sort of nerdy and talkative in a funny way. You can still hear the inner child in his voice and he wasn’t cold or mean, just a genuine nice guy.
We traded numbers over the orientation and throughout that entire time, it was just me and him together throughout that entire internship.
Now things start to kick up. During this time, for some reason, boy friendships always had to have a hint of gayness in them. If you didn’t, you might’ve well actually been gay so I don’t know. It was ok, I had friendships like this before. We would do little motions of giving a blowjob to the air and laugh at it. Touch each other in no-no squares just for fun. It might seem weird and you would definitely assume that we are gay, but you don’t realize that literally almost every other friendgroup in highschool do stuff like this. But Riley was a little different and started to slowly stack up the weird gayness.
One day during lunch as I was warming up my food in the microwave alone, he snuck up from behind me and smacked my ass. He gripped it after and let go. I jolted up and saw that it was Riley with him laughing. Someone has never done that to me before and it was really weird, but I played off being uncomfortable by it by laughing and smiling and then coming back it him with squeezing his thighs and smacking his balls which made him crunch up. To the people reading this, this isn’t gay I swear even before I was gay people did this casually.
After all the laughter died down. He said to me that I had a fat ass and he couldn’t hold back from doing that. Again I played it off just laughing and saying that I was going to get him back. He continued to mention though that it was bigger than most of the girls at his school, again just laughing it off. I still though it was a joke, but I can kind of hear the sincerity of his voice though.
It made sense too. This was before I got my new khakis and my old khakis were tight on my which made my ass and thighs stand out more but not too much.
I AM GOING TO CONTINUE THIS IN PART 2
Anyways prior to this, I somewhat started to question my sexuality just a tiny bit, like a really tiny bit. I would see cocks in porn and be like, “I wonder what it feels like to get railed by that,” but I didn’t really think of it too much. As far as I knew, these were only intrusive thoughts. However, one thing that made it stick out a little more was how puberty was hitting me. Coming right out of freshman highschool, I was about 5’4”, fijian so I had a nice tannish color of skin, and instead of gaining height, I gained width and length in the wrong areas.
Of course I developed more muscle mass, but as for other parts, My penis was still about 5 inches which is average but I wanted more so I can fuck women better. My things and ass grew larger everday. I had to get new khakis for school that was starting up and it wasn’t crazy big, but If you were to really pay attention, you can notice the voluptuousness of my ass.
My thighs too, big enough thighs to squish watermelon. However developed more probably from running track and doing all those squats in the gym so I can run faster. And I was 15 and at that time, at least for me, I didn’t really grow that much body hair, only on my armpits and some pubic hair but not a lot. My ass and thighs were clean and if you were to strip me down fully naked, you could make the assumption that I was a girl.
All of that aside, I didn’t think of it that much and just shoved it off as “big ass means I am going to be like 6 feet!” But my coworker at my internship was going to change my whole mindset.
At the start of the internship, there was like a week orientation to prepare for the summer camp. They taught us things like cpr, the schedule of activities, and how to just deal with kids in general. Every other counselor seemed to had already known each other, being apart of some group that helped them get the internship. All of them were adults and stuff but only two others were my age being like 15. We are going to call the two Riley and Josh.
Josh really liked to stay in his own circle and was really shy so I didn’t talk to him that much besides when he was in my group of children to monitor. I won’t talk about him much in this story, but Riley was different. Me and him got along and became friends during the orientation.
Riley was taller than me but wasn’t as tall, about like 5’7” or 5’6”, probably 5’6”He was black and sort of skinny, but in surprise, he was sort of nerdy and talkative in a funny way. You can still hear the inner child in his voice and he wasn’t cold or mean, just a genuine nice guy.
We traded numbers over the orientation and throughout that entire time, it was just me and him together throughout that entire internship.
Now things start to kick up. During this time, for some reason, boy friendships always had to have a hint of gayness in them. If you didn’t, you might’ve well actually been gay so I don’t know. It was ok, I had friendships like this before. We would do little motions of giving a blowjob to the air and laugh at it. Touch each other in no-no squares just for fun. It might seem weird and you would definitely assume that we are gay, but you don’t realize that literally almost every other friendgroup in highschool do stuff like this. But Riley was a little different and started to slowly stack up the weird gayness.
One day during lunch as I was warming up my food in the microwave alone, he snuck up from behind me and smacked my ass. He gripped it after and let go. I jolted up and saw that it was Riley with him laughing. Someone has never done that to me before and it was really weird, but I played off being uncomfortable by it by laughing and smiling and then coming back it him with squeezing his thighs and smacking his balls which made him crunch up. To the people reading this, this isn’t gay I swear even before I was gay people did this casually.
After all the laughter died down. He said to me that I had a fat ass and he couldn’t hold back from doing that. Again I played it off just laughing and saying that I was going to get him back. He continued to mention though that it was bigger than most of the girls at his school, again just laughing it off. I still though it was a joke, but I can kind of hear the sincerity of his voice though.
It made sense too. This was before I got my new khakis and my old khakis were tight on my which made my ass and thighs stand out more but not too much.
I AM GOING TO CONTINUE THIS IN PART 2
