Am I A Slut?

I've never been that sexually attracted to anyone and it was really hard for me to get horny. However, recently I discovered that just the thought of guys jerking off at me is really hot. Like I don't have to see, but just to know they sexualize me enough to cum thinking about me and actually doing it really gets me going. I like to know what they use, like if there is a photo or video they use for inspiration, I like to know. I think it's way hotter than to feel an erection against me, even more than sexual interactions. It feels sexy. I guess I just like to be sexualized and used as fap material. Am I a slut for that? I don't know mate, but it's hot. If that makes me a slut, then I love being one.