Bi-Sexual Male / 24
Despite Being In A Relationship, I Have Bi Fantasies
I am currently in a relationship with a female who knows of my interests and fetishes but mostly leans towards my masculine side. And I more often than not lean into that side as well.
But frequently I get so horny and find myself fantasizing about sucking dick so badly. And it's not just that but I'm into CNC as well so I often imagine getting forced one way or another often with bondage involved.
I try and ignore them but sometimes I find myself wishing that someone would just sneak into my room tie me up and take full advantage of me. I find myself imagining all kinds of ways it would happen. What if I was grabbed on my way to my car from a late work shift? Bound and tossed in my own trunk taken to who knows where? Or maybe I'd go to sleep with my window open and I'd wake in the middle of the night to find I can't move and can barely breath past the dick in my throat.
And it infuriates me moreso because I'm not even that attracted to men as a whole I just sometimes find myself becoming insanely submissive slutty and depraved when I get really horny.
I wouldn't cheat on my girlfriend of course I wouldn't ever betray her like that. But I am just cursed with these slutty fantasies that I so often wish I could make true. I think part of it stems from an oral fixation. I just love the idea and activity of sucking dick. Everything about it. Honestly if I could I would just fuck my own throat every other day I bet.
Anyways I'm obviously currently horny typing this out but I don't want to cheat on my girlfriend. But I so desperately want to do something say something about this so here I am.
I hope you enjoyed reading I guess?
But frequently I get so horny and find myself fantasizing about sucking dick so badly. And it's not just that but I'm into CNC as well so I often imagine getting forced one way or another often with bondage involved.
I try and ignore them but sometimes I find myself wishing that someone would just sneak into my room tie me up and take full advantage of me. I find myself imagining all kinds of ways it would happen. What if I was grabbed on my way to my car from a late work shift? Bound and tossed in my own trunk taken to who knows where? Or maybe I'd go to sleep with my window open and I'd wake in the middle of the night to find I can't move and can barely breath past the dick in my throat.
And it infuriates me moreso because I'm not even that attracted to men as a whole I just sometimes find myself becoming insanely submissive slutty and depraved when I get really horny.
I wouldn't cheat on my girlfriend of course I wouldn't ever betray her like that. But I am just cursed with these slutty fantasies that I so often wish I could make true. I think part of it stems from an oral fixation. I just love the idea and activity of sucking dick. Everything about it. Honestly if I could I would just fuck my own throat every other day I bet.
Anyways I'm obviously currently horny typing this out but I don't want to cheat on my girlfriend. But I so desperately want to do something say something about this so here I am.
I hope you enjoyed reading I guess?
