Straight FTM Interested In Trying BBC

I identify as straight; I love women and I go crazy for pussy. But ever since I started watching BBC porn, I've been having a reoccurring fantasy of getting gangbanged by a group of black men. I'd want them all to be shaved, hung, and muscular. I'm a transgender man so they'd have a bonus hole to fill with their superior black seed. I just woke up and I'm so horny thinking about this.