The Need To Submit

I'm hopeless at saying no to people. I claim I'm just kinky, but the truth is that anyone who wanted to take control of me would easily be able to, men, women, cis, trans...it doesn't matter - I go weak at the thought of being dominated. The more degrading and humiliating the better.

I get lost in fantasies of my boss forcing me to become the office pet, announcing my status as the office bitch in heat during an all staff meeting, having me strip and providing me with a new uniform consisting of nothing but a leash attached to nipple clamps and a butt plug tail. Making me crawl around to be humiliated and fucked by anyone who sees fit.

I imagine being kidnapped and waking up in a strange room, tied, bound and helpless.

Whenever someone calls me a bitch, slut, whore, worthless, pathetic or any number of degrading names I have to fight not to whimper and I feel my knees go weak. Hell, it doesn't even need to be directed AT me.

Anytime someone is mean I secretly hope they'll take out their frustrations on me.

I can't even masturbate without feeling guilty. Like I need permission. Like I haven't earnt it.

And yet I pretend like I'm a strong, independent woman... knowing all the while that the truth is anyone could take me, because I find it impossible to resist anyone showing the slightest bit of control toward me.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous

26F - I totally get you babe and have similar desires. People think I’m so together and sexually forward but the guys that get me know I’m there for them to take control and dominate me.
The nearest office experience I had was when I was fucking two guys at work and they compared notes, called me into have a go, called me a dirty slut and noticed how instead of being offended I was turned on. They ended up fucking me together for the next six months.
I like to be degraded in public, called a cum dump, whore etc and have enjoyed being taken whilst watched by a passer-by which made me so wet.
We are what we are sister

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