I am a female. My long time boyfriend, the father of my children, with whom I have mind blowing sex, has had gay sex with a celebrity. This is someone who I see on the internet, on TV and hear on the radio. Every time I see the guy, I get this crazy feeling.
In fact, my boyfriend has had sex with tons of people, both male and female, and I have met many of them. I have no reason to believe he cheats on me but every time I am around someone he has been with, it feels like he has. One of the people is a marriage-relative of his. Someone who is at a lot of family functions. He sends a lot of gay propaganda to my boyfriend via email. I don't have a problem with his past except that it's not really his past if it keeps coming back to haunt me.
We fuck each others ass often and I keep an open mind in our sex life.
A few years ago I felt it would somehow even the score if I slept with a woman and I did and all it did was create a lot of mistrust and problems.