About a year ago I started having a male affair with an older black man. I don't know quite how it all happened, but it just worked out. We messed around together a few times and then he talked me into letting him butt fuck me. That was my first time and such an incredibly stimulating experience. His dick isn't all that big and kind of thin, so I have no trouble in accommodating him. Well, he thoroughly enjoyed fucking a white boy and I liked his being black, finding that an exotic turn on for some reason.
So we started doing it several times a month. Then one day when I went over to his apartment, he was out of condoms. Recklessly I let him fuck me without one, and it was so exciting having him nakedly pump his sperm into me. So now we just do it that way all the time, and even when I fuck his butt occasionally. While I don't consider myself to be gay, I certainly have developed a lustful passion for this one African-American man.