My first time was with a neighbor. I knew what I was doing, I was scared in a way but his erect penis was just something I had to have. I don't think I had day dreams or wet dreams about a penis before that day, but I was fascinated with my penis and my erections.

That day I slurped on his penis, I got an erection too and came in my pants. I agreed to take my pants off and lean over the kitchen table while he rubbed cream up my anus and then fully penetrated me. I had another small ejaculation while his penis was inside me.

He lived next door and was a night security guard and he invited me to visit him after school. I could go over to his house thru the back yard. I remember those days.

After high school I got a job working for the city department of road maintenance. There was an old man who worked in the city garage who smelled out that I liked a hard cock. He gave me his cock in the small office in the garage, I sucked him and bent over the desk for him. He was a nasty old man and invited me to go to his apartment where we went through gay magazines, sucked cock and he rode me hard. It was with him that I learned I was a sissy and he was a stud. He gave me a pair of panties one night and I found a new thrill.

Now in my late twenties I got a job with a department store, as a night security guard. Lots of young men working as stocking clerks at night, lots of cock.