When I was home over summer break during college, Someone's parents were out of town and having a party. I didn't know who's house it was, but it was mostly a bunch of people still at my old high school. One of my friends was dating a guy who was a senor, and they wanted to go so I tagged along. I got very drunk very fast from taking a lot of shots. Most of the night is a blur, but this house had a hot tub and I remember people starting to get in it. I got into the hot tub in my thong and bra and was in there for a very long time as other people came and went. We were passing around a bottle of Jim Beam. (the next day was one of the worst hangovers of my life, I was so dehydrated from the hot tub and all the drinking)

I remember eventually being skinny dipping in the pool with a few other people, and also sitting on a guys lap and riding him in the hot tub. The next morning I woke up on a couch in the house, completely naked, with a sore vagina, dried cum on my face, chest, stomach, thighs, and some in my hair. There were a handful of open condom wrappers scattered amongst beer cans and solo cups on a coffee table near the couch I woke up on. I have absolutely no memory of having sex with anyone other than the guy in the hot tub that night, and even at that point my memory starts to blank. I am pretty sure I let a group of guys gang bang me, but I don't recall any of it. Sometimes I like to try and fill in the gaps mentally while I masturbate thinking of how I was such an object of desire that night.