I have a secret, seemingly never ending lust on my sister-in-law. I am going to leave her name from this just to keep it as anonymous as I can. My wife and I have been together about 8 years. Ever since my sister-in law started developing features I couldn't take my eyes or my mind off of her. Whenever I spend time around her, all I can do is stare and stare. I have been meaning to write this confession for quite some time. I am writing this to hopefully create a sense of clarity and realism for myself. This is likely to be a long read. I don't know how long posts are here. Not necessarily seeking advice but if you comment I will definitely read it.

As far as her personality she drives me absolutely nuts but we get along so well. As long as I have known her she has been somewhat immature and naive. However over the last 6-8 months she has grown into an incredible woman. We have a very similar sense of humor. Whether it be sharing stupid tik toks or twitter videos, or her laughing at my stupid puns or dad jokes. Overall she is very fun to be around.

She is 5'4", probably 150 pounds, olive green eyes, brunette hair and fair, tan skin (half Italian, half Mexican). She is very self conscious. The things she thinks are issues I find to be perfect. She is average height but her legs go on forever. She has a wonderful body. Her legs are one of my favorite things about her. Her thighs are thick but soft. She has a wonderful pair of boobs. They are full and tender. But not too bug to be a burden. Her ass is round and has the perfect amount of sway when walks. She likes to wear skirts and jean shorts which show off her juicy legs.

The lust started simple I would just stare and catch looks when I could. I would have the occasional thought cross my mind but would pass. I started noticing when she would wear tops that have a little more cleavage than others. I would always try to walk by and see down her shirt to see a bit of boobs. As time passed she grew more comfortable with me being around the family. She would walk around in a t-shirt or tank top with no bra and I was able to see her nipples poking through her shirt. She has this pull over sweater that is fairly loose. When she bends over in it it drops down quite low and I have been able to see a lot of her boobs but no nipples. It was at that moment that things became more intense. I had to see her nipples somehow but that would prove to be unlikely. From here more time would pass and I would yearn for more opportunities to run my eyes over her incredible body. Eventually just looking would not be enough, I became infatuated wit the chase.

I don't exactly remember when it happened, but an interaction came about that would ignite the fire once more and evidently created a new "challenge" for myself. At her house one day, I greeted her with a hug and when I wrapped my arms around her they landed around her waist. The second they did, it felt like time stopped for a moment and I realized what I was about to try. As we separated from the hug, I let my hand drop down and slide over her ass. My heart instantly started pounding as I felt her ass for the first time. I felt myself slowly getting hard and rushed to the bathroom to calm down. This would progress to see when and how often I could accidentally feel her ass without her saying anything. It was hard to tell if she noticed. I feel like she did but never said anything so I figured the coast was clear. There was a couple of hugs where I was sitting down and she came up to me and my hand was towards the top of her back. For these instead of just pulling my hand off, I would let it slide down the side of her back and would just graze the side of her boob. It wasn't much but it was enough to keep egging me on. I remember one on Christmas when she came in for a hug she was wearing a bra, so I was able to feel my fingers squish into her boob. It was harder to replicate feeling her boob because I need to be sitting down which is less often during greetings.

The hugs would lead to me walking pass and inexplicably bumping into her where my hand would just tap her cheek. This was easy enough especially during dinner as everyone serves themself. Close quarters, everyone trying to track down their plates and fill them with food, a little tap here, a little tap there. I was throughly enjoying my little adventure I created. I started to try this same ordeal on some close female friends. It would seem to go unnoticed for most. A girl covered a shift at my location and immediately was super friendly and felt connected. She was shorter but had massive boobs and a tight ass. During the heat of work I managed to graze her ass a couple times. My wife and I ended up at a halloween party with her hosted by a mutual friend. Taking pictures with the coworkers, I intentionally planted myself next to her so I could put my arm around her. I eventually lowered it to her waist and once again gave her a love tap as my hand dropped. I don't really know how I managed that with out my wife noticing. It was one of the biggest thrills I've ever felt. I eventually pushed my luck and tried on my wife's best friend. I tried probably 2-3 times and she noticed every time but didn't say anything. Later her boyfriend sent me a text saying when I hugged her I touched her and she felt very uncomfortable. Fortunately for me, I apologized and that was that.

Back to my sister-in-law.

I got my fix here and there but per usual my lust would grow and turn to what felt like an obsession. There was a day we took some family pictures. It was myself, her two brothers, her cousin and her step-brother in the picture. She joined and we all thought it would be a good idea to hold her above our heads. Fate decided that I would be in the middle of the group and when we picked her up my hand was right on her ass. As we lowered her down they let go of her legs and as she sat up I took complete opportunity to get a full squeeze of her cheek. I pulled up on it as she dropped down and it was incredible! My wife and her sister were always super close. When I came around it was hard for my sister-in-law. She felt like I took her sister away from her. I made it a point to treat her like I would a sister. I would annoy her and mess with her, then right when she would least expect it, I would hit her with something like "Oh, you look really good today." She would just absolutely melt. Anything to make her blush, swoon, or feel beautiful. We started to get close and definitely started getting along really well.

The next advancement came on a day after my wife (girlfriend at the time) moved in together. It was pretty normal for my sister-in-law to spend the night once or twice a week. It was my day off, around 7am and I went out to the kitchen to make coffee. My wife and sister-in-law were both late nighters so they wouldn't be up for a couple hours. My sister-in-law was asleep on the couch wearing a pink tank top and black sports bra. Her boobs were smaller at this point but they were still lovely. She was covered in one of our blankets but it was only on her waist down. After breakfast and coffee I sat down on the ground right in front of the couch knowing damn well what was coming next. I turned on the xbox so I had something to do should this go not how I expected. As she slept I turned around and watched her, I watched her for at least a minute. She was in a very deep sleep. Once I confirmed this I raised my hand and lowered it ever so gently on her breast. As soon as I did she flinched but remained asleep. I gave it another minute and tried again. Sure enough she flinched again. Again I waited another minute just lusting over her sleeping person. I raised my hand a third time and lowered onto her breast and she was still. At this point I had to try to slow my breath because I was freaking out that this was real. As I let my hand rest there my mind spun with endless naughty thoughts of ripping her clothes off and taking her right there. Once it felt like she wouldn't respond I gave the slightest squeeze to her boob. My gosh was it incredible. Here I was lusting for months, almost a year and I'm feeling my sister-in-law's boob as she sleeps.

From here I'm hooked. I'm in too deep and there's no going back. I take my hand off and reach for the front of her top/bra. I pull back ever so slightly and get a full view down her shirt. I instantly grabbed my phone so I could take a couple pictures. I took one of her cleavage which I didn't pull back far enough to see her nipples. I slid my hand so it was directly above her boob and tugged, finally revealing her innocent nipples to me. Her nipples are light pink. Her areolas are freckled and soft. I snapped a quick picture and put my phone away. I slowly inched my hand towards her bare boob and just slightly grazed the tip of her nipple. This caused her to toss so I let go of her bra and let her turn over.

This happened maybe about 10 times over the next couple years or so where I actually was able to touch her without her waking or turning. Whenever my wife would ask if her sister can stay the night I happily oblige knowing exactly what that means for me. There was multiple times where she would either be lying on her chest or be so tightly wrapped up in blankets I couldn't get to any part of her. There was times when she wouldn't be in deep enough sleep and would wake and I had to play off that I was getting ready for work. Those times I would resort to porn before I left for work. I would go into the bathroom or hallway and I would cum into her bra. Just the thought my semen dripping down her boobs got me going. She would wake the next morning and ask my wife why her bra was damp. They credited it to either the cats licking it or a nearby baby wipe the bra was laying on. As much as I enjoyed cumming into her bra the best days were when I got to feel her luscious boobs. One of my favorites was when she was asleep on an air mattress next to our bed. For some reason she wore her bra to bed but oh well. She wore a thinner shirt so it was easier to maneuver. I usually pulled her tank tops down but because it was more of a shirt I had to pull from the bottom up. I was able to pull it up to her neck, all the way over her bra. I caught a glimpse of her beige bra. It was only there for a split second as soon as it was up she opened her eyes and pulled it down. She was clearly half asleep as she made eye contact but showed no recognition of what was happening, then immediately closed her eyes and rolled over. She never brought it up or asked about it so I seemed to be in the clear.

There are two instances that I remember the most vividly and enjoyed the most. The first was actually in the afternoon. It was around 1:30 and my wife left to go grocery shopping. If I helped bring in the groceries and cook dinner, she was cool with me staying home to play video games. About 20 minutes after she left my sister-in-law feel asleep(late nighters were my friend). As before I slowly pulled her top down to see her beautiful breasts. This time I managed to keep her shirt down by propping it under her boobs. They weren't completely out, but it was enough to see one nipple without holding her shirt. I touched them a little but at this point the skin to skin was still very light. It was just enough to push against but not actually grasp. Feeling myself getting turned on, I needed to find release. I slid down my basketball shorts and started jerking off as I watched her sleep. As I neared the end I sat up and let my load shoot onto her boobs. I thought this would immediately wake her but I am so happy it didn't. Once again I took my pics. I grabbed some paper towels and cleaned her up. This too surely would wake her but it didn't. I pulled her shirt back over her boobs and went back to my game no one the wiser.

The next one was over night and this one in particular I wish everyday that it lasted longer because it was the most I was able to do. We moved a couple times over the years and the apartment we were in at the time was a studio so it didn't have room for a couch. This meant that when my sister-in-law slept over she slept in our bed with us. My wife and I didn't mind, it was a California king. The bed was tucked up against the corner and due to "appropriate" sleeping arrangements, I would sleep against the wall, my wife in the middle and her sister on the edge. I got up to go to the bathroom around 3am. When I came back my wife had rolled onto my spot. I tried to wake her and get her to roll back knowing she would want that but it didn't happen. I saw this opportunity to lay next to my sister-in-law instead of always having to stand next to her. She was facing me and wore a blue v-neck shirt. I felt her boob over her shirt for a moment before diving into her cleavage. I don't remember exactly how long or how many times I felt her boob that night but I was able to pull it down over her full breast again. I decided this would be the day I would feel her nipple. I reached out and rubbed my thumb over her nipple and she remain asleep. This was it, I could have my way with her. Her nipple took a moment to get hard but once it did I took her boob into my hand and squeezed. Not hard but enough to get a full feel of her skin and softness of her bare boob. I gently tugged on her nipple as it got harder. I wanted to take it even further so I leaned forward and flicked the tip of my tongue on her nipple. She didn't respond so I pressed on. I took her whole nipple into my mouth and slowly sucked and squeezed. This went on for a minute or so. I let go satisfied, covered her up and went back to sleep. This continued for probably 45 minutes on and off. Since her nipple was already stimulated it took seconds to get it hard again. The only regret was the lack of lighting so I could take a picture of her stiff nipple. In hindsight it was probably better because I was able to focus on enjoying the taste of her sweet nipple. Once I woke up for the day I got up and left for work and they were both asleep. I was thoroughly satisfied with myself that day.

Fast forward to today.

She just turned 20 a couple months back so this would be about a year and a half that I would be acting on this lust.
Over the last 6 months my sister-in-law didn't stay the night much. I still have kept up my routine of getting little taps and grazes here and there. The most recent interaction happened last week. I started writing this confession the day it happened because it definitely got me turned on and I had to put all of this into words. It's taken me a couple days to write this because I wanted to make sure I recalled all of the details of the last couple years. I walked into my in law's house after work. My wife had already been there for awhile. As we were waiting for dinner, my sister-in-law came home from work. I bought her a special cup from a coffee shop she had been wanting. I was hoping that when I gave it to her she would hug me and boy did she hug me. She was sitting at the table and I walked up to her and put it in front of her. At first she didn't notice while she was in a conversation. Then once she realized it was for her she gasped. She jumped up and came in for what I thought would be a normal hug. Instead she jumped up into my arms and wrapped herself around me. It was like everything turned slow motion. I felt her crotch up against mine. I pulled her up and held onto her thighs. In that moment I wished there was nobody else in the room. I wished I could put her up against a wall and take her right there. Obviously that was not the case. My wife watched from the couch and commented , "uh that's my husband that's kinda weird." My sister-in-law both said it wasn't. As I let her down, I did so slowly let my hands pull up her ass and squeezed. I'm hoping that I can get her another cup or gift to replicate that intimate hug.

That night I had a wonderful dream. I dreamed that she spent the night again. I walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth before bed. She was standing in front of the mirror nude, facing away from me. I walk up to her and slide my hands up her back and down her arms. I reach down and squeeze her soft bare ass. I move my hands around her hips and press up against her. My hands slide around and hold her stomach. One hand goes down and feels her bush. The other moves up to her breast. I squeeze and play with her boob for a moment. I tug her nipple and she moans softly. I drop my shorts and bend her over the sink. I slide myself deep into her once. As she gets wet I slowly speed up and am in awe at how incredible her boobs look bouncing as I make love to her. I don't last long and shoot my load deep into her warm pussy. I woke up the next morning with a raging hard on. I had to masturbate immediately so I could feel relieved. The dream was amazing and I honestly hope it comes to fruition at some time. I realize for this to happen I would have to either cheat on my wife, which it might not seem but I would have a hard time doing. If I were to cheat, it couldn't be with anybody other than my sister-in-law. The only other options would be either force her, which I don't want to do or it would have to be their idea to have some fun. Basically the dream is not likely to become reality, however finding some small windows to touch her will be reality. I feel like I'm suppose to feel guilty but I'm not. I have enjoyed every moment of looking, touching and taking some pictures when
I can.

In conclusion,

Thanks for reading, if you comment great if not that's cool too. Just glad to finally get this onto paper.

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