I had never been in a real romantic relationship. I had lots of friends, but never a boyfriend. As to my story, it happened one day at work, the guy is my age, we were 36 then, and we were talking in the kitchen and he told me that I had fine legs. I asked him what he meant and he said he thought I had fine legs, that was all. It broke the ice in a way I never expected.

Several weeks later we were in his office reviewing some documents and I was leaning over while he was marking them up and he looked at me and told me I had nice tits. I straightened up but he went and told me had looked down my blouse a hundred times and I had pink nipples. I wasn't uncomfortable it was more of wanting to push the conversation and I asked him if he liked girls like me and he told me he liked any naked girl, he liked girls that liked getting fucked. I asked him if he would fuck me, and if he did how.

He gave me this long explanation about how I was made for fucking and how he was made to fuck me, he liked it when the girl gave herself up, spread her legs and asked to be fucked. He leaned forward and told me his dick was hard already and he really needed to get some pussy. He took my hand and put it on his dick, he was hard and he told me to squeeze his dick really hard and pretend that I was squeezing him with my pussy. Then he leaned forward and told me that if I sucked his dick he would eat my pussy and to close the door.

I sucked his dick while he sat in his chair. He helped me stand and told me to push my pants down and bend over his desk like a secretary, he put his face in my behind and stuck his tongue in my vagina. He asked me if I was ready for dick to tell him because he was ready to skewer me. I told him I was ready and he got his dick in me and fucked me for a bit, holding me down by my neck, then he shoved and came and pulled his dick out and asked me to say thank you. I did.

We fucked lots in his office, behind closed doors. I sucked his dick often in his office behind closed doors. And when it was a good time to get fucked I wore dresses, it was easier to lift my dress up than pull my pants down. We talked dirty, he had me describe how it felt when his dick went in me, how I liked to suck his dick, how I liked having my tits felt up and kissed, and how I liked being kissed on the lips.

It was many weeks later, after we had started to mess around in his office that he was able to come to my place. His wife had a birthday dinner for a friend so he came over. I took my panties off as soon as I walked in, bent over the sofa back and he got on his knees and ate my pussy from below me. My blood was hot and I wanted to get fucked but on my bed so I took all my clothes off and went and laid on my bed and asked him to fuck me. While he was fucking me I asked what he was going to do if I told him I had gotten off the pill a month earlier and I was at my best time to get pregnant.

He hesitated and I told him to go ahead and finish and cum in me and let me deal with it. All I wanted was a kid of my own. We had to have sex many times over the next couple of months before I got pregnant. I was happy, he was scared. I sucked his dick a lot, I told him he had asked me not to fall in love but I had and I wanted his kid so I could remember him all my life.

After I got pregnant our relationship changed in every way. From then on he was very sensitive about having sex, if I said 'fuck me' he got mad, if I told him I wanted to suck his dick, he got mad. I was pregnant with his kid and now I had to be prim and proper. From then on sex was very romantic, loving, gentle and he didn't want me to use bad language. He wasn't in a position to give me child support and I never asked for it, I made enough on my own and I had inherited enough to buy a small house. To my kid he is my good friend. I haven't told my kid he is his father. I've kept my word, I wanted my own kid and when I think about it that was the most aggressive thing we did at that time.

When he makes love to me I tell him I am in love with him. I want him to know that, I am not a two bit whore, I just never had a boyfriend of my own.