Well here I am, I had to retire because of the Covid (got retired after 33 years) because I am over 65 and I can get the retirement package. I worked in the gas utility industry as a field engineer for many years and then in the office approving plans, installations, etc. I made a good living. But that is just where I am today.

All my life I have been a cock sucker. I started when I was eleven with a school friend also eleven after we had been swimming and we were changing back into our clothes. His pecker just looked so delicious and I was able to get his pecker into my mouth and suck on it. He didn't want to at first but after a short minute he liked it, I held his naked little ass in my hands and I sucked on his pecker. He got really hard and had his first almost ejaculation, it tasted good in my mouth. It is my memory of memories. I sucked his pecker off and on for several years after that, even after he had gone through puberty and his pecker had gotten big and he had pubes. I loved sucking his pecker and running my hands across his naked ass.

After high school I went into the Coast Guard for four years and the man I sucked was a career Machinist, he was forty at the time and in addition to having his cock sucked he liked to kiss me on the mouth which I admit I liked too. I was pretty young, nineteen. He got his cock up my ass when we went on leave in San Diego, God I liked that. I think he liked it too, he and I fucked around a lot during our time together on that boat.

After the Coast Guard I went to college on the GI bill and got my Mechanical Engineering degree. During college it was hit or miss, I sucked off several guys but never had someone who thought of me as his fuck toy. I wanted to be a fuck toy at that time, sort of like my relationship in the Coast Guard. I got busted one night for showing myself on the balcony of the apartment I lived in, busted but all I got was a warning. I needed to be fucked so bad at that time and the most I got was to suck off a few guys now and again.

After graduation I went to work for the Gas Company in my home town, I had to be careful there and I sucked off a man or two when I went out into the field and had to stay in a motel. At one motel, a Ramada Inn, I sucked the cook, a heavy set man with a hairy belly and a hard cock who called me a sissy queer, and let me suck him of to completion. He didn't go beyond that and I checked out the next morning and never saw him again, but I remember him.

When I moved to the big city and got away from home I had more liberty. I met a cop who liked to fuck and I became his fuck toy. It lasted for a little over a year, then he dropped me like a hot potato and I had to go find someone else. I found the man I would be with for the next twenty years. He worked in Accounting and he was pretty stuck up, he came from a big family and he was real private about his need for a man, so it was all under cover. Few people knew we were friends and even fewer knew that maybe we had a thing going. But once a year we went on Holiday together, Greece, Mexico, Thailand, far off places. In Greece we got along with a man who invited us on board a big boat (partly because I had told him about my years in the Coast Guard) and he had an all gay party, with Greek boys for the men who liked Greek boys. It was one time when we were able to just hang out and have fun. But we kept our hands of the Greek boys.

As I said I am retired now and my relationship ended about seven years ago. I had a man come out to my place to work on some things, general contractor type of stuff. I wanted to fix the place up before I had to settle down for the long run being retired. He was hungry for work and he talked a lot and I took a stab at it, I told him outright that I was a cocksucker and I knew I could give him a great blowjob. Hesitation aside, after he got done I sat on the couch and unzipped his pants and pulled out his cock. A very blowjob worthy cock, thick and hard and hairy and he let me get his pants and boxers down so I could hold on to his naked ass while I sucked. It took a while, for him to relax and let things go on before he reached the point of having to let go. I did my best to catch as much of it as I could, I love the taste of cum, I liked his cock clean, rubbed my face with his cock. I offered him dinner and after dinner we went and got naked and made out on the bed, he held my cock in his hand, it felt so good, I kissed his cock and he let me kiss his ass, something I do when I am really hot. He got hard enough, I lubed up and I got a good old man screwing out of him. All in all it was the best night of this Covid thing.

Unfortunately it was a one night thing, he cashed his check but hasn't returned my call. So, when I am lonely and horny, I think back to that day when my friend and I were cold and wet from swimming and I sucked his pecker for the first time. It really is the best time, his cold hard pecker in my mouth and his smooth naked cheeks in my hands.