I'm no big Casanova or anything, I've only had sex three times with girls. The first was with a really fat, unattractive cousin when I was 16, then once with a girl who was so drunk I think by the time I was finished she was totally out, and then a girl I dated for about 8 months who cheated on me with at least 12 different guys. I've never been a real masculine guy, I'm thin, almost hairless, couldn't grow a beard if I tried and short. At 5ft. 8in and 135lbs, I'm not much of a fighter either. At the beginning of the lockdown my room mate waited about 3 days then started going naked and expecting me to do it also. One time we got really stoned and he pushed my head down to his dick and made me suck it. He made me do that 4 times over that night and the next day. We never talked about it, but rather than risk getting hit I sucked his cock. He didn't do anything for a couple of days but insisted I stay naked. Then after three days he gave me a tube of KY Jelly and told me to get as much as i think I needed and put it inside myself then to get under the cover in his bedroom.

There wasn't much to do, he came in I rolled over on my belly and he got on top of me and stuck 8 inches of thick cock up my asshole. He pumped me for about 20 minutes and didn't pull out but instead shot his load inside me. "That felt good baby" he said as he pulled it out of me and got out of bed. After that he had me come out and sit on the couch with him, snuggling like I was a girl. We watched a movie and he would tweak my nipples, kiss my neck stroke my hair which is pretty long, about 2" above the shoulders. All this time I've got his sperm inside me and he's playing with me like I'm a girl he would even finger my butt making comments about how good it is to feel the place he just stuck his cock. Then while I was giving him another bj he jacked me off and I shot. He scooped it all up from my belly and fed it to me. "Swallow like my good girl".

That was when it all started for us at the end of March. Since then he's gone out and got me makeup and stockings, panties and bra. I get fucked and give blowjobs all the time now. I'm his girlfriend. Actually, more than that I do the cooking, cleaning, make the bed. I'm like a live in girl or wife. I don't like giving BJ's and swallowing mancum but getting fucked isn't bad now. Mostly though it's not about getting fucked but rather that I miss my butt being filled up when he pulls out of me, I just feel so empty. I'm his girl, his cumhole. He even wrote on me a few times. He keeps talking about all the pussy he's gonna fuck after we're through this all, but I don't know. I think we'll be done somewhere in the next few days to 2 weeks. After that I don't know if he wants me to keep being his fuckhole or not. We'll still be room mates but I don't know if he wants me after, I don't think I want to keep being a girl for anyone though. How will I get another girlfriend myself after I let a guy fuck me, use me, make me up and act like his wife or something for so long?