Iv never admitted to anyone, that when i was 35 and happily married i let this young guy suck my cock while we were on a 2 day course in another area. It was quite an experience to have this youngster down on my cock obviously enjoying having my cock in his mouth.I never tried to get as much of my cock in his mouth as possible as he was in full control licking,sucking and taking as much of my cock as he wanted until i just lost it at the end and had to thrust deep in as i come.It felt a bit strange afterwards as he did not want to stop sucking at my cock but a few hours later he was back down it again.I was way out of my comfort zone but while he was down on my cock i did not care and even got a kick out of how much he wanted it.I thought this was a one of but over the year that followed i myself started glancing at the bulge some youngsters get in there jeans and started to wonder why i was even looking .A friend of mine who i knew was Bi but did not know what id done said i hate these judgemental people who think you must be weak, no good with women or take it up the butt if you stray from the straight and narrow path.I came close to telling him what id done and the bloody thoughts nagging me but i knew id never be able to face him again no matter how much i trusted him. I must have let my interest in this young man bulge show a bit to much as he had no trouble hanging back in while i sat back on a toilet seat and took his cock stopping every time i heard a noise but he did come and i went of knowing i could not handle getting caught in some dirty toilet and feeling very guilty. Over the next year i learned people rarely show any sighs that they would let you suck there cock or suck yours and yet 1 then 2 together really gave my mouth what it craved for and all though the 2 youngsters went of laughing after taking turns twice i knew id never have to see them again and id come doing it,The final lad was regular and when he left i was 37 and lost all interest what so ever