When I was only 5 i had my first sexual experience. My male cousin who was the same age asked me if i play with my self. I didn't know what he meant so he showed me. He pulled down his pants and played with him self. I didn't realize that my penis was hard. He did and he pulled down my pants and played with me.

What was strange was I immediately began to suck him off. He laughed and was surprised by me reaction. He asked if I liked the way it tasted? I remember fist his for skin in my mouth it was soft and squish no real taste to it just a lot of skin but then i pealed it back licked him.

His penis tasted sour but good and he was very sensitive because he jerked a lot. I asked him to put in my butt cause that what i seen on tv.

Well that didn't happen cause we got caught by our grandmother. We tried later that night again but still no success.

However this wasn't the last time.

Ive had an extensive sexual starting very young which in turn led me to experiment at a young age with others including animals.

This is my first time speaking on it and i am now ready to talk about my experiences. I'm not longer ashamed.