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Gay Confessions
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Bi-Sexual Male / 49
I have always thought of myself as str8, but I look back over my life and realize I have been bisexual from a very young age , I started being exposed to gay sex or attempts from the age of 10 when an older boy saw me going down in the wood to fish at this pond,I now think he waited for me in the trail, he exposed himself to me and ask me to touch his cock, I can't remember if I did or not, but it definitely started me down that road, I explored with my cousin
One night but we never spoke of this again, later Another way older man exposed himself to me at again a fishing pond, but I left fast.
Then another older boy and I looked at my dads dirty magazines and I was taken by the size of his cock, I ask is I could put it in my mouth, I was probably 14 yo.
I became very over sexed and master bated most days, sometimes as many as 10 times a day !
At 18 years of age I found the ABS... still never approaching another man first, wow I went back many times mostly reviving blow jobs,
I continued over the years to seek out gay sex while living a str8 life with women and marring two times,
I have cheated with men for sex, about 6 years ago I again turned to gay sex, and something changed, I became a bottom and submissive, I think this is the role I was built for, I'm still married and love my wife and str8 sex too
But for sure I crave gay submissive sex, I have no idea how to get my wife to include another more dominant man into our bedroom ,but it's heavy on my mind, I fantasize about her coming to me and telling me she knows how much I love cock too and she has found a man for us both, any help or thoughts would be great....
P.S I'm no longer the treat lover I once was, ED is starting to creep up on me,,,,
I still love sex, serving her in any way she will allow,,,
I love my own cock up most days, it's amazing ,it's like feeling a hand on my cock and balls all the time!
She refuses to lock me up and be my key holder,,,
I dream of being locked up and serving as a clean up husband for another man's cum, and my wife doesn't want to do anal, I want to serve that role for her lover...
I want to continue being a str8 married man but be sexually submissive to both my wife and another man..
Thoughts????
One night but we never spoke of this again, later Another way older man exposed himself to me at again a fishing pond, but I left fast.
Then another older boy and I looked at my dads dirty magazines and I was taken by the size of his cock, I ask is I could put it in my mouth, I was probably 14 yo.
I became very over sexed and master bated most days, sometimes as many as 10 times a day !
At 18 years of age I found the ABS... still never approaching another man first, wow I went back many times mostly reviving blow jobs,
I continued over the years to seek out gay sex while living a str8 life with women and marring two times,
I have cheated with men for sex, about 6 years ago I again turned to gay sex, and something changed, I became a bottom and submissive, I think this is the role I was built for, I'm still married and love my wife and str8 sex too
But for sure I crave gay submissive sex, I have no idea how to get my wife to include another more dominant man into our bedroom ,but it's heavy on my mind, I fantasize about her coming to me and telling me she knows how much I love cock too and she has found a man for us both, any help or thoughts would be great....
P.S I'm no longer the treat lover I once was, ED is starting to creep up on me,,,,
I still love sex, serving her in any way she will allow,,,
I love my own cock up most days, it's amazing ,it's like feeling a hand on my cock and balls all the time!
She refuses to lock me up and be my key holder,,,
I dream of being locked up and serving as a clean up husband for another man's cum, and my wife doesn't want to do anal, I want to serve that role for her lover...
I want to continue being a str8 married man but be sexually submissive to both my wife and another man..
Thoughts????
