My confession is about my butthole.I once let a gay man pay me 20$ a picture,all of my butthole as I spread it open and as wide as I could.He numbed my butthole with lidocaine to numb my sphincter so it would open wider.He was behind me as I was face down ass up,spreading with my fingers next to my butthole on both sides I gave a good stretch and I felt my butthole pop open.The more I spread the bigger the hole until I eventually was gasped, my butthole stayed open.My problem is I can't forget what happened.