Once you suck you will suck again. It's taking that first plunge that is hard because of how we are brought up. After the first time to you feel guilty and think you are gay but you do it again. Back in 1972 when being gay wasn't kool I took that plunge at age 14. My buddy and I just got out of the water skinny dipping with hard-on's. We started stroking our self's I said nice dick you have. He said thanks you like it I said yes. He said stroke it then. I grabbed it started jerking him. He said that feels so good but your mouth would feel better suck me so I dropped to my knees took him in my mouth. My erection was so hard it hurt. It took a long time but he finely shot a big load in my mouth chocking me. I swallowed most of it as he was getting soft in my mouth as soon as I touched my dick it shot off a big load. Now 62 and still love sucking