Divorced, 28 female. Have a boyfriend of sorts who is 20. He has a huge cock and once I found that out I let him keep coming around. I don't let him meet my friends as he is much younger. However; over the past 18 months not intentionally, but I've become very domme and he very submissive. I think this is what I've been missing in previous relationships. I regularly fuck him with a strap on, make him crossdress and sometimes I crossdress as a man. I spank or use his belt on him when he does something I don't like, and I started taking control over his cock and his cum. I will make him eat me to 2 or 3 orgasms, then I mount him and fuck myself with his cock for another orgasm or two. Then I give him a time, he knows not to cum while I'm pleasuring myself. I will give him 30 or 60 seconds in which he can fuck me and cum in me. When time is up, I make him get out of me and stop. He isn't allowed to masturbate unless I tell him to do it. I've recently made him have sex with gay top men and if and when he cums in me I make him lick it up. Last night he couldn't get off in the 30 seconds I allowed him so I was on top and pulled off him then pissed all over his belly and cock. I made him clean it all off the floor before he was allowed to shower. Tonight he's going to start wiping my ass when I go to the toilet.