Holy fuck tonight was amazing...
For years now I've fantasized about cock. I haven't officially been with a man...unfortunately...mainly because I have a live in gf and have for 6 years. We've messed around with butt plugs for me and even a dildo, but they were smaller than I really wanted and I really wanted a strap on so I could finally get fucked. It finally happened!!! We bought one and it's bigger than my cock too. Best part was my gf got a vibrating dildo that is easily twice as thick as my cock and shoved it deep in her pussy while she fucked my ass...mmmm...riding her cock like a filthy bitch while she was taking another cock WAY bigger than mine was the sexiest fucking thing we've ever done. She came several times all over that fat cock and when it was dripping from her juices i pulled it out and licked/sucked it clean...i showed her what a good cock sucker i can be...she was so turned on watching me bounce up and down on her cock with a fat cock shoved down my throat...i felt like such a dirty little slut...treating it just like i was a cuck sissy bitch allowing my gf to be fucked by a real man then sucking him off...i shoved it back in her pussy with one thrust because she was so stretched out from being fucked and it was dripping wet from my mouth...i rode her cock fast and hard and had amazing sissygasm...i shot all over her tits and then leaned back and finally grabbed my cock and stroked it until i came again...back to back...it was like she got loads from both cocks...next time I'm licking up all my cum and playing with it...i wanna show her that i love the taste of cum (she hasn't seen me eat mine yet lol)...my main goal is to eventually be able to come out as a sissy to her. I want her to dress me up and fuck me like a girl. She's really good at makeup and she's joked about doing my makeup and making me a sexy slut...i don't know if she's serious at all but the mere thought makes me so hard. She doesn't know that when she's not home i dress in her clothes and watch sissy and cock hypno. She was so hesitant to tell me that she wanted me to watch her use a dildo that was bigger than my cock. Like i might be hurt or jealous, i told her how much it turned me on and said if it made her happy that i would watch her take a real cock...she was adamant that she doesn't want that (i don't really believe it lol) secretly i was hoping she would fess up to it so i can get what i really want...i want her to dress me up slutty and sexy as fuck and her to put on something she knows would drive men crazy...then i want to go out together and cruise for cock. I want to watch her suck and tease and grind on cocks all night and i want to join in or even find my own cock to suck next to her. I want to come home with cock to fill all of our holes. I want to watch and hear her get fucked better than i ever could. I want cock in my ass and mouth while she's cumming on a real man's dick. I want to hear her screaming in pleasure and watch her eyes roll back while she lets his huge throbbing member destroy her pussy. I want her to beg for him to blow his load deep inside of her. "FUCK ME DADDY!!!" she cries out louder than I've ever heard her scream "PLEASE DADDY PLEASE DESTROY MY PUSSY!!! SHOW MY FAGGOT BOYFRIEND HOW TO TO REALLY FUCK!!! CUM FOR ME DADDY FILL ME UP!!! MAKE IT DRIP OUT OF MY HOLE BECAUSE MY PUSSY IS SO STRETCHED OUT AND SO FULL OF YOUR CUM!!!" He thrusts deep inside of her and cums what seems like gallons while her pussy grips tightly and she cums simultaneously. "COME HERE YOU SISSY BITCH!!!" she yells at me..."COME CLEAN THIS UP!!!" I obey immediately and suck his cock dry...she tells me to lie on the floor as she squats over my mouth and pushes out all his cum..."THAT'S RIGHT YOU SISSY FAG FILL YOUR MOUTH WITH A REAL MAN'S SEED!!!" every last drop is swallowed with so much delight...so fucking yummy...

Fuck i want that so bad!!! Lol!!! I'm going to make it happen, i think this was definitely a step in the right direction. I told her to use her bigger cock anytime she wants and as much as she wants. She was so excited!!! I'm hoping that if i can get her to crave that cock more and more then i might be able to talk her into at least a 3way with another guy. Then I'll let him fuck her while i watch and I'll suck him off. Until i can talk her into that, I'm going to enjoy the new toys and hopefully convince her to start dressing me up. Maybe the more girly i get the more she will want another man until she finally gives in. Fingers crossed:)