Bi-Sexual Female / 29
I was sorry for myself.
I got in trouble in college for providing alcohol to some sixteen year olds who had a wreck and they came looking for me. My father paid a lot of money to a lawyer who negotiated a plea and I was given five years probation and 2000 hours of community work. I dropped out of college because I couldn't do both, the community service rap took all of my time. Working at the Food Bank on Saturdays I met a woman, she was 32 who hit on me and wanted to make out with me. I was lonely and desperate and feeling sorry for myself and I let her kiss me and grab my boobs and suck on my boobs. That is how I became her girlfriend and I ended up having sex with her and moving in with her.
Move forward four years, I was no longer doing community service and I was trying to re-enroll in college but all I could do was get into community college. I was in the dumps and my relationship was in the cellar. My mother's friend, an Architect was without help because of a divorce and my mother told me to talk to him, I could move in with him and in return for room and board I could look after his house. She had talked to him and he agreed on the condition that I stopped seeing 'that woman'.
Once in his house he asked me what I had to trade. I didn't understand and he said if I gave him my pussy he would give me food, if I gave him my pussy he would give me a place to sleep, if I gave him my pussy he would pay for school. I told him to fuck off and went to my grandmothers for the night. She sent me back to him and told me to give him my pussy because that is all I had to trade. Get myself pregnant and stick him with a kid, two can play at the game. With a kid he had to take care of the kid and the mother, that's how the game is played. While I was at it, stick him with two kids, little girls are best but one of each will do.
I went back and gave him pussy and he gave me food and a place to sleep and paid for my school and he got royally pissed when I told him he had made me pregnant. Try any test you want I told him, I have never fucked a guy before, only him and he was the daddy and I was happy for it. You wanted pussy well now you have pussy and as far as I was concerned I was going to make me some kids. He fell for it and I got the best doctor in town, who later confirmed to him that he was the papa and I had me two kids just like my grandmother told me to do, both girls.
I spent a lot of time getting through college, my past is expunged and I am the new Mrs. and he now has three girls with me. I wish I could say that I am in love with him. He is not a lovable man, plus I never know if I don't love him because I may not be made to love a man. But I don't live in a dump and I don't live with that controlling woman who I grew to hate. I turned the tables on him and got myself married to him and used having my girls for it. My grandmother told me to do it and I did it. Plus my girls keep me busy and I am into that. And I am no longer in a dump emotionally. My grandmother swears it is because of the hormones when I got pregnant, maybe she is right.
I guess I am not a nice girl.
I got in trouble in college for providing alcohol to some sixteen year olds who had a wreck and they came looking for me. My father paid a lot of money to a lawyer who negotiated a plea and I was given five years probation and 2000 hours of community work. I dropped out of college because I couldn't do both, the community service rap took all of my time. Working at the Food Bank on Saturdays I met a woman, she was 32 who hit on me and wanted to make out with me. I was lonely and desperate and feeling sorry for myself and I let her kiss me and grab my boobs and suck on my boobs. That is how I became her girlfriend and I ended up having sex with her and moving in with her.
Move forward four years, I was no longer doing community service and I was trying to re-enroll in college but all I could do was get into community college. I was in the dumps and my relationship was in the cellar. My mother's friend, an Architect was without help because of a divorce and my mother told me to talk to him, I could move in with him and in return for room and board I could look after his house. She had talked to him and he agreed on the condition that I stopped seeing 'that woman'.
Once in his house he asked me what I had to trade. I didn't understand and he said if I gave him my pussy he would give me food, if I gave him my pussy he would give me a place to sleep, if I gave him my pussy he would pay for school. I told him to fuck off and went to my grandmothers for the night. She sent me back to him and told me to give him my pussy because that is all I had to trade. Get myself pregnant and stick him with a kid, two can play at the game. With a kid he had to take care of the kid and the mother, that's how the game is played. While I was at it, stick him with two kids, little girls are best but one of each will do.
I went back and gave him pussy and he gave me food and a place to sleep and paid for my school and he got royally pissed when I told him he had made me pregnant. Try any test you want I told him, I have never fucked a guy before, only him and he was the daddy and I was happy for it. You wanted pussy well now you have pussy and as far as I was concerned I was going to make me some kids. He fell for it and I got the best doctor in town, who later confirmed to him that he was the papa and I had me two kids just like my grandmother told me to do, both girls.
I spent a lot of time getting through college, my past is expunged and I am the new Mrs. and he now has three girls with me. I wish I could say that I am in love with him. He is not a lovable man, plus I never know if I don't love him because I may not be made to love a man. But I don't live in a dump and I don't live with that controlling woman who I grew to hate. I turned the tables on him and got myself married to him and used having my girls for it. My grandmother told me to do it and I did it. Plus my girls keep me busy and I am into that. And I am no longer in a dump emotionally. My grandmother swears it is because of the hormones when I got pregnant, maybe she is right.
I guess I am not a nice girl.
