I have been an exhibitionist my whole life. I honestly don't know of a time when I didn't do it. I try to keep it sneaky and often pretend to be unaware that I'm exposing myself. This is an addiction when I was younger a therapist/councilor told my parents and I that I will eventually out grow it , that I'm sexually confused. They brought me to the ( doctor ) because there were so many people telling them that I exposed myself and had sex with men, and other students on a regular basis.
Year's later I'm happily married and I still do it. He of course has no idea. I literally invent new ways to do it. I have had sex with other men and women so many times that I lost count. Every day my addiction seems to escalate , but I can't stop. I have a friend who is nice enough to let me do my thing while he hides and makes sure I'm safe. He is very encouraging and helpful. He keeps my special clothes for me so that my husband doesn't find out. Lately my exhibitionism has turned into sex almost every time I have done it. I know what I'm doing is wrong on so many levels. I'm the worst possible wife any man could have and I'm sorry.