I wasn't sure what category to confess in. We are poor in my opinion it's because my parents are drunks and lazy. I don't blame them or anyone. I am just a victim of circumstances. 5 years ago I was sent home from school because I had head lice, when I got home my mom was waisted drunk and my dad wasn't there. I told her that I can't go back to school until I get treated. She sent me to the pharmacy to find out how much the treatment cost. I think it was like $12.00 or something. I ran home to tell her and she said that she didn't have the money. But then I watched her go to the cabinet and grab more booze. I just walked away and went down the street. I remember that I was standing against a pole and crying.when a car pulled up , he seemed concerned and genuine when I told him. He started acting shifty and said that he could give me $20 if I would watch something. He rolled his window all the way and told me to come closer. He had his thing out and was touching it. He told me that all I had to do was watch and he would give me the $20. So I did. After he spurted all over himself he handed me the money and said that if I kept it a secret I could make more money every day. This happened 2 more times , he eventually was able to convince me to get in his car. Then he said that he would pay more if I would be willing to take my clothes off and let him touch me. He said just touching nothing else. He gave me $50 for that. Soon I was expecting to see him and would wait for him at our special spot. He showed up one day and said that he would need more for the kind of money he's paying. So I began doing blow job's. That turned into sex and that turned into me staying the night at his place. It was about 8 or 9 months later when he started introducing me to his ( friends ) . I started to really get used to all the money , I was making more than my parents. The day after my 18th birthday I moved in with him. I know what I am I don't blame anyone but myself.