Straight Male / 50
Hello I am a divorced semi-retired white male 50 yrs old with a lot of time on his hands.I have not dated women for 10 years and spend most of my time reading,cooking,long walks,watching movies etc.Sexually I watch a lot of porn now that has gradually evolved from straight porn to movies I purchase from a local adult video store.As i find myself becoming more and more passive and lonely I have become increasingly fixated on cocks and wondering what it would be like to suck and pleasure them.
A few years ago at a local park I saw a younger woman in her 30's s making out with a much older man probably in his late 60's or early 70's.She was a very pretty blonde and I was surprised to see her excitedly kissing a much older somewhat homely older guy with white hair.He was poorly dressed and chubby yet she was kissing him so deeply it was like she was in love with him.I wondered how she felt inside and it fascinated me.After awhile she sat back on the bench smoking a cigarette as he pushed his hand down her skirt and fingered her.They were not looking at me and I could observe she started shaking in orgasm.She came for a long time then slumped back and relaxed.I walked away with this strange desire to feel what she felt.For years I had the image of the two of them fooling around in my head as I jerked off.I would watch the gay porn and imagine I was feeling like her as I sucked a cock.
One days few weeks ago I went to this park and sat down on a bench.parts of the park were quite secluded and I was in one of those parts surrounded by trees.I started fantasizing about the young blonde and older man when I noticed an older man walking to wards the bench.I was surprised to see anyone here as I had been here many times and rarely seen anyone.He looked to be at least 70 and was balding with a big belly and glasses.He looked friendly and politely asked to sit down.I said sure go ahead.He sat for awhile quietly then pulled out a pack of cigarettes and offered me one.I had not smoked in years but suddenly craved one in my mouth.I took one and he lit me up.As I took a deep drag I felt this hot feeling inside of me and imagined I was that pretty blonde in my memories.I started feeling really horny and excited.As I smoked I noticed he was looking at me more and more.He asked me if I came here often and I said yes.He said "I hope you know this is a gay cruising area and men often come here to have sex".I did not realize that I said which was true as I rarely saw anyone in this part of the park.He smiled and said" Well I was hoping for a blowjob today".I did not know how to respond.Then I thought I will just tell him I only kiss men not have sex with them.I knew it was a strange thing to say and thought it might put him off.He was fairly homely and unattractive but this made me feel even hotter inside as he reminded me of the older man that day in the park with the woman.Unexpectedly he said"I love to kiss so why not"I realized there was no way out of this one.He moved close to me and kissed my mouth.It was a wet kiss and I felt my lips parting in response as his tongue slowly entered between my lips.He kissed slow and more and more deeply and I found I loved it.He took the lead and I responded.He took my hand and placed it on his hard throbbing cock which I could feel through his pants. I caressed it and stroked his hardness.He became excited and said "Oh baby unzip me."He said his name was Gordon and asked me to say I want your cock Gordon"I said it softly and unzipped him.He guided me down to my knees and I looked at his 5 inch hard cut cock with a big head on it leaking pre-cum.I thought it is not too big so should be easier to suck and since it was my 1st cock I may not gag on it.I slowly took the head of his cock in my mouth and kissed it.It felt so hard and sexy in my mouth like it was made to be there.I took most of it in my mouth and was surprised how easy that was and how natural it all felt.I heard him say "oh yes baby suck it real good"That spurred me on and I lovingly sucked it steadily.I wanted him and that cock so bad.I did not care anymore if he unloaded his sperm down my throat.I was too far gone to care.Now I knew what thst pretty blonde felt that day.I loved his cock and wanted him bad.I wanted him to be my man and do this many times.I wanted all of him in every way.I heard him grunting and moaning then his breathing quickened as he cried out and unloaded a his cum in my greedy mouth.I swallowed every last drop as he emptied his balls into me.I felt so many things that moment.Later after we lit cigarettes and sat back on the bench he said to me"I have been looking for someone like you for a long time"."Can you look after my cock regularly?" I smiled and nodded.I then left with him to spend the evening in his bed at his nearby small bungalow which faced the park.We spent the night kissing and talking.He masturbated me twice while we lay in bed.He was definitely the top.The 1st night he fucked me is another story.
A few years ago at a local park I saw a younger woman in her 30's s making out with a much older man probably in his late 60's or early 70's.She was a very pretty blonde and I was surprised to see her excitedly kissing a much older somewhat homely older guy with white hair.He was poorly dressed and chubby yet she was kissing him so deeply it was like she was in love with him.I wondered how she felt inside and it fascinated me.After awhile she sat back on the bench smoking a cigarette as he pushed his hand down her skirt and fingered her.They were not looking at me and I could observe she started shaking in orgasm.She came for a long time then slumped back and relaxed.I walked away with this strange desire to feel what she felt.For years I had the image of the two of them fooling around in my head as I jerked off.I would watch the gay porn and imagine I was feeling like her as I sucked a cock.
One days few weeks ago I went to this park and sat down on a bench.parts of the park were quite secluded and I was in one of those parts surrounded by trees.I started fantasizing about the young blonde and older man when I noticed an older man walking to wards the bench.I was surprised to see anyone here as I had been here many times and rarely seen anyone.He looked to be at least 70 and was balding with a big belly and glasses.He looked friendly and politely asked to sit down.I said sure go ahead.He sat for awhile quietly then pulled out a pack of cigarettes and offered me one.I had not smoked in years but suddenly craved one in my mouth.I took one and he lit me up.As I took a deep drag I felt this hot feeling inside of me and imagined I was that pretty blonde in my memories.I started feeling really horny and excited.As I smoked I noticed he was looking at me more and more.He asked me if I came here often and I said yes.He said "I hope you know this is a gay cruising area and men often come here to have sex".I did not realize that I said which was true as I rarely saw anyone in this part of the park.He smiled and said" Well I was hoping for a blowjob today".I did not know how to respond.Then I thought I will just tell him I only kiss men not have sex with them.I knew it was a strange thing to say and thought it might put him off.He was fairly homely and unattractive but this made me feel even hotter inside as he reminded me of the older man that day in the park with the woman.Unexpectedly he said"I love to kiss so why not"I realized there was no way out of this one.He moved close to me and kissed my mouth.It was a wet kiss and I felt my lips parting in response as his tongue slowly entered between my lips.He kissed slow and more and more deeply and I found I loved it.He took the lead and I responded.He took my hand and placed it on his hard throbbing cock which I could feel through his pants. I caressed it and stroked his hardness.He became excited and said "Oh baby unzip me."He said his name was Gordon and asked me to say I want your cock Gordon"I said it softly and unzipped him.He guided me down to my knees and I looked at his 5 inch hard cut cock with a big head on it leaking pre-cum.I thought it is not too big so should be easier to suck and since it was my 1st cock I may not gag on it.I slowly took the head of his cock in my mouth and kissed it.It felt so hard and sexy in my mouth like it was made to be there.I took most of it in my mouth and was surprised how easy that was and how natural it all felt.I heard him say "oh yes baby suck it real good"That spurred me on and I lovingly sucked it steadily.I wanted him and that cock so bad.I did not care anymore if he unloaded his sperm down my throat.I was too far gone to care.Now I knew what thst pretty blonde felt that day.I loved his cock and wanted him bad.I wanted him to be my man and do this many times.I wanted all of him in every way.I heard him grunting and moaning then his breathing quickened as he cried out and unloaded a his cum in my greedy mouth.I swallowed every last drop as he emptied his balls into me.I felt so many things that moment.Later after we lit cigarettes and sat back on the bench he said to me"I have been looking for someone like you for a long time"."Can you look after my cock regularly?" I smiled and nodded.I then left with him to spend the evening in his bed at his nearby small bungalow which faced the park.We spent the night kissing and talking.He masturbated me twice while we lay in bed.He was definitely the top.The 1st night he fucked me is another story.
