I remember the first time my parents let me stay home alone for the summer , while they were at work. I was finally able to sneak around the house and go through things that I had no business looking at. I found all kinds of porn and sex toy's in my mom's closet . I remember watching all the movies and really getting creative with my self. It was one of those days where I was in the living room watching porn and really having a good time . Then I heard a sound , I quickly got up and checked the front windows and the window looking into our driveway. I finally went upstairs to my parents room and looked out the window. That's when I noticed our neighbor Bill standing behind the bush and peeking around the corner into the living room window. He had his shorts off and was grabbing at his dick. He was occasionally going to the fence and looking into his yard. ( Probably making sure his wife didn't catch him ) I was overwhelmed with different emotions but still kept watching him until he put his shorts back on and went through the whole in the fence going back to his house. I thought about this all the rest of the day and all night. When my parents left for work the next morning I quickly grabbed a video and put it in. I then ran upstairs to my parents room and waited to see if he was going to come over again. When I saw him finally sneaking along the fence I quickly ran to the living room stripped and started playing with myself very close to the window. I could see him clear as day jerking off to me . It was the first time I had ever seen a man cum that wasn't in a porn. This was the normal thing for better than 2 week's. Each day I tried to get wilder and wilder to make him cum. It was like my personal goal. Then one night in bed I decided to go all the way I decided to see if he wanted to have actual sex, I was nervous because I hadn't actually been with anyone before , all though I lost my viginity with my mom's sex toy's. I wrote a simple note in big bold letters and taped it to the window. The note said ( back door is unlocked come in ) I watched him read the note and go to the back door. He stood there for ever but didn't open it. My heart was pounding as I stood naked just feet from the door , he slowly turned and began to walk away. I panicked and yanked the door open actually scared him. Until he saw me standing there nude. I just looked at him he said he read the note. I pushed the door open a little more and just stood there. His hands were shaking my body was shaking as he started to approach me. He reached out and went straight to my pussy with his fingers. Then approached even closer, with his other hand he pulled me closer and started kissing me then moved his head down and started sucking one of my boobs. I started to get really wet and came a couple times. We made our way to the living room and on to the floor. I don't even remember him taking his clothes off lol . Soon he was eating me out and then flipped me over and did the same thing to my ass. Flipped me back onto my back and I realized that he had cum on the blanket that was on the floor , but he didn't stop he still wanted to do more . He spread my legs and started trying to get his dick in me. When he finally got it started he went full in and held me for a few seconds. Then he was like some kind of a jack hammer or machine. My body was being slammed all over the place and he kept going harder and faster. The truth is that it did hurt but it was good too. I can remember hearing my voice yelling and screaming as he kept up his relentless pace. Finally he pulled out and came so hard that some reached all the way to my neck. Today is our 5th year anniversary.