In college I sucked off a guy I had met in class. It was just one of those things, it was hot in September, I went to his apartment, he hung his cock in my face and I sucked him. I didn't think twice about it, his cock was in my face and I opened my mouth and he let it in.

That was my first experience, up to then I had strictly been a ladies man. It was some weeks later, on a Saturday night after we had a few beers that he got behind me and I let him fuck me. Again, it wasn't anything I thought about, we had gotten naked, we were sucking cock, he got behind me and started poking his hard cock in my cheeks and I bent over and he got his cock on my asshole and he fucked me.

He fucked me regularly after that, a couple of times a week and every weekend. I wanted to get fucked and was always easy and gave up my ass anytime he was hard. Of course I sucked him every time we got together. We weren't gay, we were just having fun, it was the seventies and girls were full of shit so we sucked and fucked.

Along came a grown man, he had asked around if there were any kids at the college that would go to a party. We heard about it from another friend and we agreed to go. At the party there were several men from the community, some were pretty old. We were there to 'serve' and we had the drinks and stuff and walked around serving them, from time to time we would get a pull on the cock, a suck on the cock, a slap on the ass. After dark and in the dark we got a grab of the cock and hard suck of the cock and bend over the table and a fuck and hard cock to suck. It was our first gang bang and it was fun. It was the seventies. I woke up with a man who worked for the Chevrolet dealership in town and he took me out and invited me to this deer lease to fuck and suck. Sometimes it was just the two of us and sometimes he had a friend and I brought a friend for the afternoon. We weren't gay, we were college kids. They weren't gay either. No one was gay, we were just having fun. Queers were something else.

I was out of college and working and I met a man who said he wanted to talk to me. He asked if I sucked cock and showed me what he had and I agreed to suck his cock. He asked if I fucked and I agreed. He was my first man with a huge cock, he was big and long and holding his cock in my hand was a handful, swallowing his cock was a mouthful and taking is cock in the ass was an assful. He knew he was big and he liked watching me sucking on his cock. He asked me if I was queer and I said no, I suck cock for fun. He said good because he was a cop and he didn't like queers.

He was the kind of man who liked fucking you and holding you afterwards. He liked having you shower with him and soaping up with him. He liked you to be around his house and have fun when he had his friends over. Show them that you were his boyfriend. He liked buying clothes and making sure you dressed well and had a nice haircut and looked good. He liked to kiss. He liked to fuck and he liked to suck cock and have his cock sucked and he wanted you to live with him. He liked it when you got undressed in his room and he opened up the bed and you saw his big cock and you got in bed and sucked his cock. He told me he loved me and he wanted me to tell him I loved him. He was queer and he wanted me to be queer. I lived with him for five years and I told him I loved him and I slept with him, fucked with him, showered with him, sucked him. When he told me that time was up and I had to move on I hurt so bad inside that I couldn't hardly live. When I saw the boy that moved in with him I screamed. He was a cop so I couldn't do anything. I chose to move away.

Being queer hurt my feelings so bad that I decided that I would not be a queer again. After that it was all no names, fuck and suck and get out of there. I hung out at the right places and went to the right saunas and I got all kind of cock whenever I wanted. I picked up a couple of guys who fucked me bad. I got picked up by a couple of guys who fucked me bad. I heard about AIDS and got scared and stopped cold turkey and moved back East where I could start another life. I met a librarian who was available, got a job in town, got married and started a family.

In the nineties I slipped up and sucked cock. In 2012 I had a boy work for me and sucked his cock and had him fuck me. He was ok with it but he charged me 200 bucks. It was time to find another way and I found out how to do it on the internet. No name, some motel and a suck and fuck and I was out of there. The key was no name, motel with assumed name, dropped the car off downtown and took the bus to the motel. Waited and sucked and fucked and fucked and sucked. Lots of men, some coming thru town, others that lived in town. No name, dark room, hard cock, suck and fuck. No sense in getting queer, I was married and had a family.

I got busted by a cop, he liked busting guys. The night judge through the thing out because I had never offered pay or took pay, it was strictly suck and fuck. It wasn't about money. But I knew that cop liked having his cock sucked. I made friends with him and I sucked his cock, he liked to fuck and he liked a massage and he liked to kiss and make out. He liked company and we golfed and went fishing. One day he slipped up and said he loved me, and I slipped up and told him I loved him. There I was, 65 and a queer again. And another cop. Must be my weakness, cops with cocks. Big men who like to fuck and like to suck. Big men who like to make out. That's my weakness.

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