Back when I was a freshman in college I lived in a small apartment block a couple of blocks from the college. One night a man followed me and got into my apartment and he did what he was there to do. One thing he did was he took a knife and cut my clit before he left. I was 18.

Every time I masturbate I can touch the scar area which is the most sensitive part of my clit and I relive to the memory reaching orgasm after orgasm. I have never been able to orgasm with a man, I have never tried being with a woman. I have been married and had more than one boyfriend. But that has never worked for me and so I live with my memories and masturbate which is the only way I am satisfied. I can masturbate several times a day and it is my favorite pastime.