Lesbian Female / 33
I guess that what goes around comes around. Like mother like daughter.
My mother was a nursing student when she met my father. My father came from an upper middle class background and he was a resident in Orthopedic Surgery and my mother latched onto him for the money. She did not love him. She played the part, had a kid before he could back out and got her ticket. My mother never liked sex with him and always had one woman or another around as a best friend. When I was 19 I caught my mother with her face in a 20 year old girl's lap.
This caused me to leave the house, I left under the cover of going to college. In my senior year of college I put my face in a girl's lap. I have never been able to control my desires since then and I have had several close intimate relationships with women. I have an Art History degree and I have never really been able to support myself and bounced from woman to woman, always the younger woman being supported.
My father retired and when he did all the money dried up. I went out and found a man to support me, he is fifty one and is divorced and he has money, one of the men who has been in my parent's circle of friends. I told him from day one that I like girls and always have and he said no surprise like mother like daughter. But as long as he got his share of pussy he didn't care. He got his pussy and I got a kid, a daughter. I am 33 and I don't feel like I have the right to be a mother.
I won't say that I spend my days in another woman's lap, because I don't. I won't say that have ever sucked my husband's cock because I haven't. Sex is strictly in the dark, fast and furious, on and off and I have done my part. I don't care if he were to get pussy somewhere else but he doesn't, any more than my mother cared where my father got pussy, just as long as some other girl doesn't get pregnant.
My mother and I have had numerous discussions about woman sex, now that we are both grown up and know we put our face in other women's laps. She is more of a younger woman type and I am more of an older woman type. She likes the twenty year olds and I like the forty year olds. She likes to get on and I like to be gotten on. But in the end we both prefer pussy than being with a man. I don't know if my mother ever refused my father, but for the record I have never refused my husband. I wish I could want it but I don't so I am passive, I try to be affectionate in other ways.
My daughter is still in diapers and one day she is going to have to know that her mother and grandmother are lesbian who married for money and to be supported because they couldn't take care of themselves. And that's the truth and in many ways I am sorry that is my life and in others I don't know why my father keeps my mother and my husband keeps me, they both have full knowledge of what their wives do and are excited to have us. Go figure.
My mother was a nursing student when she met my father. My father came from an upper middle class background and he was a resident in Orthopedic Surgery and my mother latched onto him for the money. She did not love him. She played the part, had a kid before he could back out and got her ticket. My mother never liked sex with him and always had one woman or another around as a best friend. When I was 19 I caught my mother with her face in a 20 year old girl's lap.
This caused me to leave the house, I left under the cover of going to college. In my senior year of college I put my face in a girl's lap. I have never been able to control my desires since then and I have had several close intimate relationships with women. I have an Art History degree and I have never really been able to support myself and bounced from woman to woman, always the younger woman being supported.
My father retired and when he did all the money dried up. I went out and found a man to support me, he is fifty one and is divorced and he has money, one of the men who has been in my parent's circle of friends. I told him from day one that I like girls and always have and he said no surprise like mother like daughter. But as long as he got his share of pussy he didn't care. He got his pussy and I got a kid, a daughter. I am 33 and I don't feel like I have the right to be a mother.
I won't say that I spend my days in another woman's lap, because I don't. I won't say that have ever sucked my husband's cock because I haven't. Sex is strictly in the dark, fast and furious, on and off and I have done my part. I don't care if he were to get pussy somewhere else but he doesn't, any more than my mother cared where my father got pussy, just as long as some other girl doesn't get pregnant.
My mother and I have had numerous discussions about woman sex, now that we are both grown up and know we put our face in other women's laps. She is more of a younger woman type and I am more of an older woman type. She likes the twenty year olds and I like the forty year olds. She likes to get on and I like to be gotten on. But in the end we both prefer pussy than being with a man. I don't know if my mother ever refused my father, but for the record I have never refused my husband. I wish I could want it but I don't so I am passive, I try to be affectionate in other ways.
My daughter is still in diapers and one day she is going to have to know that her mother and grandmother are lesbian who married for money and to be supported because they couldn't take care of themselves. And that's the truth and in many ways I am sorry that is my life and in others I don't know why my father keeps my mother and my husband keeps me, they both have full knowledge of what their wives do and are excited to have us. Go figure.
