I think I am in love with someone from my work, now if I think I definitely have a crush on him because I think of him too much . I work in the medical system I am a 27 year woman and he is 40 year old M.D with a PhD and kinda arrogant but he is very good looking, He is very manly and he fascinated me from our first meeting. I don't know if he will ever like me I only work with him for 3 weeks and I feel really stupid when I am next to him I never say the right thing, I babble, I tremble at the thought that he is so close to me. I ain't ugly I have cute facial features, I am slim, but I feel inferior to him, I feel stupid why would he ever look at me?
And I feel so insecure that I feel more dumber, he seems so inteligent and I feel like a clueless little girl when I am standing next to him even though I am not stupid at all I only have some really bad experiences with man that made me lose my self esteem.
And this is not only the worst thing he is married and has a 4 year old daughter and his wife works in the same hospital as us.
I wish I could be more vocal and have more guts and not freeze anymore and discuss our work problems without being so stressed and anxious.