My seduction was anything but smooth. In fact it was gross and stupid. I was angry, refused his advances, but your body has a mind of its own and I got dangerously horny. In the most real sense, fighting and yelling, slapping and kicking, he just said 'you like it so shut up'. I liked it and he screwed me.

Always the same approach. Get close, in my inner space, start touching me, face, boobs, butt. When I pushed away he grabbed me and controlled me physically and either kissed me or pushed his finger in between my butt cheeks and rubbed my anus, or both.

I fell back onto tables, sofas, beds, the rug, onto a diving board, on the ground. Once on my back my hands never worked and my clothes came off and I got screwed. I spit in his face, slapped him, kicked him, all it did was make him harder and stronger and more determined. One day I went soft, touch where he wanted, screw me where he wanted. He won and I lost.