My first sex was at 15 with an older woman in the neighborhood. I helped her around her house as her husband had died at a young age. She was 38 at the time. She had a very athletic body, short black hair, 5ft. 7in, 115lbs. She was a real hardbody at that age, and her C cup tits had dark pink nipples, areolae about quarter size, and the shapeliest legs and ass I'd ever seen. She made the girls at my high school look like fat slobs. I learned later that all the times I accidentally saw her naked or half naked were intentional on her part. Eventually I got to fuck her. She let me have all her fuckholes, all bareback all the time. I must have deposited a gallon of cum inside her body in the first month. She got me into a fetish though.

Sometimes she wouldn't cum from getting fucked, especially up her ass. But she wanted it anyway, she would remain very aloof, totally naked bent over the side of the bed and I fucked her, usually up her ass that way. While I'd fuck her she'd smoke a cigarette. I have only found one woman who would recreate that kink of mine, bend over, not move, totally removed, smoking while I cum up her ass.

It's what I jack off to all the time.