Straight Male / 30
So a few years ago, I was doing quite a bit of molly and coke on the weekends, which would shoot my sex drive sky high. I explored this urge and found that taboo fantasies made me absolutely dizzy, such as humiliation. The drugs also made me feel very curious to try a same sex experience, even though off the drugs I would never have these urges even if I tried!
One night, while quite high, I contacted a dude on craigslist and agreed to go over to his apartment. At first I was a little nervous, so we laid in his bed, smoked a little, then started to watch some gay porn. Our hands found each other's cocks, and we starting stroking each other. I have to say I loved the feeling of a cock that was not mine, hard and throbbing in my grip! Before continuing, we decided to do a few lines of coke. After a couple, I asked if I could do a line off his dick. He agreed that this would be sexy so he laid his black dick on the table (he was black, btw!) and laid out a line down his cock. I put my nose on his tip and inhaled down his entire shaft, sucking up the line. Then he laid out another and I did the same. He then stood up and put me to my knees, and told me to look up at him. He asked if I was ready to suck my first cock and my answer was to take him in my mouth without hesitation. After a while he made me lick his balls and ass while i was still on my knees below him. The taste and texture of his cock, balls, and asshole were foreign, but drove me wild.
Eventually, I told him about my recent break up with my girlfriend, and that she was dating again, and that I wanted to suck his cock while he looked at pictures of my girlfriend on facebook in her bikini, and with her new boyfriend at the beach. He told me how sexy she was, how much he would like to fuck her, and how lucky she was to be dating a "real man" now, and how he probably pleasured her in ways I couldn't dream of. I kept on sucking, and in the moment, loved the idea of whole-heartedly agreeing with him. He finally exploded in my mouth while saying my ex's name!
Next, we found a picture of just her new boyfriend that did not include my girlfriend. I stared at her new man while jacking myself off, while my new friend fingered my asshole. I eventually cummed all over my chest while staring into the eyes of my ex's new boyfriend. While he continued to finger my ass, I texted my ex and left a short message that I was happy she was dating again and that I bet I would like her new man. The guy then fed me my own cum from off my body.
We went to the bathroom to get cleaned up, and I asked the guy if he wanted to pee on me. He said that would be fun, so I sat in the shower and let him unleash all over my face and body. After getting cleaned up, we fooled around a little bit more in his bed. I wanted to suck his cock again, but he was tired and soft and ready for bed. Still, I curled up at his feet and gently sucked his soft dick while he fell asleep. I eventually fell asleep for a few hours, then went home.
I know I got a little poetic with my description, but I hope I conveyed the drug fueled passion I felt that night! It was a pretty intense experience, especially for being my first same sex endeavor, but I did have a great time. I would go on to have a couple more experiences like this, but when I stopped doing drugs, the urges for this sort of thing stopped as well. It was a confusing exploration, but also exhilarating! I am happy to share it with some people as well. In a way this has been ther**eutic for me. Thanks for reading!
One night, while quite high, I contacted a dude on craigslist and agreed to go over to his apartment. At first I was a little nervous, so we laid in his bed, smoked a little, then started to watch some gay porn. Our hands found each other's cocks, and we starting stroking each other. I have to say I loved the feeling of a cock that was not mine, hard and throbbing in my grip! Before continuing, we decided to do a few lines of coke. After a couple, I asked if I could do a line off his dick. He agreed that this would be sexy so he laid his black dick on the table (he was black, btw!) and laid out a line down his cock. I put my nose on his tip and inhaled down his entire shaft, sucking up the line. Then he laid out another and I did the same. He then stood up and put me to my knees, and told me to look up at him. He asked if I was ready to suck my first cock and my answer was to take him in my mouth without hesitation. After a while he made me lick his balls and ass while i was still on my knees below him. The taste and texture of his cock, balls, and asshole were foreign, but drove me wild.
Eventually, I told him about my recent break up with my girlfriend, and that she was dating again, and that I wanted to suck his cock while he looked at pictures of my girlfriend on facebook in her bikini, and with her new boyfriend at the beach. He told me how sexy she was, how much he would like to fuck her, and how lucky she was to be dating a "real man" now, and how he probably pleasured her in ways I couldn't dream of. I kept on sucking, and in the moment, loved the idea of whole-heartedly agreeing with him. He finally exploded in my mouth while saying my ex's name!
Next, we found a picture of just her new boyfriend that did not include my girlfriend. I stared at her new man while jacking myself off, while my new friend fingered my asshole. I eventually cummed all over my chest while staring into the eyes of my ex's new boyfriend. While he continued to finger my ass, I texted my ex and left a short message that I was happy she was dating again and that I bet I would like her new man. The guy then fed me my own cum from off my body.
We went to the bathroom to get cleaned up, and I asked the guy if he wanted to pee on me. He said that would be fun, so I sat in the shower and let him unleash all over my face and body. After getting cleaned up, we fooled around a little bit more in his bed. I wanted to suck his cock again, but he was tired and soft and ready for bed. Still, I curled up at his feet and gently sucked his soft dick while he fell asleep. I eventually fell asleep for a few hours, then went home.
I know I got a little poetic with my description, but I hope I conveyed the drug fueled passion I felt that night! It was a pretty intense experience, especially for being my first same sex endeavor, but I did have a great time. I would go on to have a couple more experiences like this, but when I stopped doing drugs, the urges for this sort of thing stopped as well. It was a confusing exploration, but also exhilarating! I am happy to share it with some people as well. In a way this has been ther**eutic for me. Thanks for reading!
