I am married happily, have only had one very bad experience sexually then 3 years later met my husband and its' been great. I am gone for work for long periods of time but this time it is a 4 month assignment in Germany. I have never cheated on my husband and I've never suspected he has on me. I have only had straight sex though sometimes very kinky with my husband. The guy before him was a one time thing, I lost it to that guy. It was awkward, non-consensual and I waited after that situation for three years when I was 18 and met my husband to be.

The thing is that after about 3 weeks here I met a friend, Julia who is a German native. We went around the country on weekends, out at night she showing me the "real" city and environs. I loved it and within a week I was sleeping with her. She is beautiful, in her mid 30's. I have and am continuing to be in a lesbian relationship with this woman. Now it's only 2 more weeks before I go home. I've have enjoyed being "married" to her for such a short time. The sex is incredible, she has awakened things in me I didn't know were there. She even initiated me to fisting and to anal sex. I've let my husband do anal to me twice and it just hurt so much I couldn't bear it. But with Julia it's a dream, I actually orgasm from her doing it to me. She inserts her strap on dildo and makes me turn to jello.

I love my husband, but to be honest I want to stay with her, I want to live as a lesbian with her. We've become a very open couple, holding hands, kissing, feeling each other in public. I've even let her raise my skirt wearing no panties on the dance floor at clubs and feel me up in front of everyone. I had juice dripping down my legs I got so wet. I have to go back, we have two college aged children, I have him, then there is my job. I can't stay here and keep that job.

I guess soon these months as a lesbian will be fond memory while I close my eyes in the dark and let my husband pound in and out of me.