Lately, I've been feeling really desperate. Desperate for sex, craving a dick, longing for a pussy to lick, hell, I almost considered camming just to get some pleasure out of being watched. I don't know why i've been like this lately.

I do want to substitute it with the use of large dildos but such are scarce here in my area and I use my parents account when I buy stuff online. I don't want them to know. I really do want one to at least practice on. Specifically a large bad dragon dildo. To be fair, I have a friend who sent me one but I haven't received it yet since the post office hasn't contacted me or sent it to my place.

I don't know, i've been so sensitive and so slutty. Just wanted to let all this out. So much sexual frustration.