Straight Male / 50
I an a 50 yr old straight male with a cigarette smoking fetish.For many years I have enjoyed watching women smoke cigarettes and find it erotic and sexually stimulating.In the late 80s ,90s and early 2000s I would go to bars to watch women smoke when that was a common occurrence.Now with smoking limited to public areas the opportunities have waned.A lot of women used to smoke in public and this has diminished considerably so I have felt this loss.
I always preferred watching women smoke white filtered cigarettes instead of the cork filtered ones and especially loved them smoking 100s cigarettes especially the famous brands like Benson and Hedges 100s,Parliament or Salem 100s and in Canada where I live the Du Maurier special mild 100s that no longer are sold.I would often race home to masturbate after seeing an attractive woman smoke slowly and sensually and really enjoy her cigarette.Gradually this fetish intensified to the point where I would buy the brands of cigarettes I saw women smoking and smoke slowly in front of the mirror imagining I was the woman smoking.I suppose I was orally fixated and there was a deeper desire underlying the smoking of having something phallic in my mouth.I express this because the idea of cocks being sexy and needing to be sucked gradually filtered its way into my mind.When I watched porn I noticed I was becoming more and more fixated on the cocks and especially when they were being sucked by a woman.I started picturing myself as the woman being the cocksucker and loving the feeling of a cock in my mouth.This desire combined with the joy of smoking and watching women smoke.
Then one day 5 years ago these twin desires were satisfied in reality.I was in a local park sitting on a park bench smoking a cigarette like I was a woman smoking.I was horny and picturing myself sucking a cock.Just as I was doing this an older man sat on the bench near me.He was sixtyish and had a friendly smile.He started talking to me as I smoked.He was friendly and chatted awhile in an innocuous way.My cock was stiff in my pants as the smoking and his presence interacting with me made me feel like I was a woman just having her cigarette with a man.There was no one nearby and it was nighttime so we were quite alone.He must have sensed something because he suddenly mentioned that he was horny too.He said his wife no longer sucked his cock and he missed that.My heart started pounding and I imagined that I was his wife when she was still sucking him.He kept looking at me inquiringly.I felt so hot inside it felt like I was on fire.I could not take the tension any longer so blurted out I could look after his need even though I had never sucked a cock before.He smiled and said it is easy to learn and you will soon love it.He was worried about discovery so suggested we go into the bushes where no one could see us.I finished my cigarette and followed him deeper into the bush.Tom who was tall and manly then unzipped his pants when he thought we were hidden enough.His cut cock popped out and I noticed it was a good size around 7 inches long with a decent size velvety head.It looked real sexy to me and I slowly dropped to my knees.I sucked it in like it was the filter of my cigarettes.My cock stiffened as I slowly took as much of his cock into my mouth as I could.I sucked slow and lovingly as if I was now his wife.He was soon shuddering and shooting his cum inside my mouth as I swallowed it all.He thanked me after and I felt deeply satisfied in a way I never felt before.I realized I loved pleasing him and being his cocksucker.He then suggested that I look after his needs regularly.I smiled and thought why not as I totally enjoyed this experience and wanted it again.Because of fear of discovery he asked for my phone number so he could drop by my place anytime he needed relief.I gave him my number and a week later he dropped by for the first time and I blew him while he was sitting on my easy chair in my living room.Since then he has dropped by many times and considers me to be his full time cocksucker.I smoke cigarettes for him then either get on my knees or suck him while he is laying in my bed.I cam easily deep throat him after 5 years of practice and he often does not last long with my sucking before he blows his load down my throat.We never kiss or fuck and he only receives oral from me which is all I really seem to need.I jerk off after he leaves.In spite of my limited role as his cocksucker I have fallen in love with him,I picture him all the time and wish I was his wife.He is 68 yrs old now and a bit stooped over as he has back issues but I love him deeply.He has bought me a lovely gold cigarette lighter as a reward for years of looking after his needs.As I type this I flick the lighter and take another deep drag of my cigarette thinking how my oral fixation is now completely satisfied.
I always preferred watching women smoke white filtered cigarettes instead of the cork filtered ones and especially loved them smoking 100s cigarettes especially the famous brands like Benson and Hedges 100s,Parliament or Salem 100s and in Canada where I live the Du Maurier special mild 100s that no longer are sold.I would often race home to masturbate after seeing an attractive woman smoke slowly and sensually and really enjoy her cigarette.Gradually this fetish intensified to the point where I would buy the brands of cigarettes I saw women smoking and smoke slowly in front of the mirror imagining I was the woman smoking.I suppose I was orally fixated and there was a deeper desire underlying the smoking of having something phallic in my mouth.I express this because the idea of cocks being sexy and needing to be sucked gradually filtered its way into my mind.When I watched porn I noticed I was becoming more and more fixated on the cocks and especially when they were being sucked by a woman.I started picturing myself as the woman being the cocksucker and loving the feeling of a cock in my mouth.This desire combined with the joy of smoking and watching women smoke.
Then one day 5 years ago these twin desires were satisfied in reality.I was in a local park sitting on a park bench smoking a cigarette like I was a woman smoking.I was horny and picturing myself sucking a cock.Just as I was doing this an older man sat on the bench near me.He was sixtyish and had a friendly smile.He started talking to me as I smoked.He was friendly and chatted awhile in an innocuous way.My cock was stiff in my pants as the smoking and his presence interacting with me made me feel like I was a woman just having her cigarette with a man.There was no one nearby and it was nighttime so we were quite alone.He must have sensed something because he suddenly mentioned that he was horny too.He said his wife no longer sucked his cock and he missed that.My heart started pounding and I imagined that I was his wife when she was still sucking him.He kept looking at me inquiringly.I felt so hot inside it felt like I was on fire.I could not take the tension any longer so blurted out I could look after his need even though I had never sucked a cock before.He smiled and said it is easy to learn and you will soon love it.He was worried about discovery so suggested we go into the bushes where no one could see us.I finished my cigarette and followed him deeper into the bush.Tom who was tall and manly then unzipped his pants when he thought we were hidden enough.His cut cock popped out and I noticed it was a good size around 7 inches long with a decent size velvety head.It looked real sexy to me and I slowly dropped to my knees.I sucked it in like it was the filter of my cigarettes.My cock stiffened as I slowly took as much of his cock into my mouth as I could.I sucked slow and lovingly as if I was now his wife.He was soon shuddering and shooting his cum inside my mouth as I swallowed it all.He thanked me after and I felt deeply satisfied in a way I never felt before.I realized I loved pleasing him and being his cocksucker.He then suggested that I look after his needs regularly.I smiled and thought why not as I totally enjoyed this experience and wanted it again.Because of fear of discovery he asked for my phone number so he could drop by my place anytime he needed relief.I gave him my number and a week later he dropped by for the first time and I blew him while he was sitting on my easy chair in my living room.Since then he has dropped by many times and considers me to be his full time cocksucker.I smoke cigarettes for him then either get on my knees or suck him while he is laying in my bed.I cam easily deep throat him after 5 years of practice and he often does not last long with my sucking before he blows his load down my throat.We never kiss or fuck and he only receives oral from me which is all I really seem to need.I jerk off after he leaves.In spite of my limited role as his cocksucker I have fallen in love with him,I picture him all the time and wish I was his wife.He is 68 yrs old now and a bit stooped over as he has back issues but I love him deeply.He has bought me a lovely gold cigarette lighter as a reward for years of looking after his needs.As I type this I flick the lighter and take another deep drag of my cigarette thinking how my oral fixation is now completely satisfied.
