I put bi but I've never had sex until today. I like girls, always have, I get horny and jack off over girls. I let a 40 something married man fuck me about an hour ago. After some work he had some porn on, he let me have a couple of drinks. The porn made me horny, he pulled out his cock. Eventually I undid my pants and did the same. I sucked him, he got hard I let him pull my pants all the way off and my shirt up over my head. He took me to the bedroom, laid me on the bed, rubbed lotion on his cock and fucked me. It hurt, but he went very slow. I let him do it again even though I wanted to get out of there as soon as he was done. That first time I jacked myself off and shot all over my belly, I thought he was going to do the same but he came inside me. About 30 minutes later he said the Viagra was still working and once again I was on my back on the bed with my legs locked around his back. That time he fucked me for about 45 minutes before he again, shot up my butt. I came home went to the bathroom and pooped it all out but I'm still passing gas and feel loose back there. Thank heaven no one will look at me back there and know what happened. I feel like total shit now, how can I fuck a girl ever and not think that this guy fucked me, that I WAS the girl for him?