I found out my 36 year old wife was cheating. A lot of cheating. I used her laptop and her email was open. I spent hours reading her emails. She's been fucking guys for years. Guys were giving her tips on how not to get caught and a lot of talk about what they wanted to do with her. She told one guy she loved when he shoved four fingers up her ass. My confession is weird but simple. I found all of this a turn on. I never got mad. I thought about all the sneaky sex she'd been having and it made me want to fuck her. Which I did that night. I kept thinking ok, fuck her a few times then confront her but I don't want to confront her, I want her to fuck who she wants then fuck her myself when I'm turned on. A friend of my wife's husband has allowed her fuck around for years because he's not interested. They're like roommates but I still love my wife, I'm still into sex with her. It's a different situation. I almost want to tell her she it's ok for her to fuck around but I think I might just leave it was is and fuck her every chance I get.