I am an 'in the closet' 37 year old lesbian, professional CPA, married for 12 years to a man, PhD., professor of Economics at a large top tier private university, mother of three daughters. My husband is independently wealthy heir to a very large interest in a well known public company, which is where I met him. I have kept my personal orientation from him, I married him for his money and I wanted an intelligent rich father for my children. I never saw love as an issue to keep me from the lifestyle I craved. I should also say I am second generation Vietnamese, my husband is 100% European German American of post WWI immigration. Rich before the first war, much richer after the war, and Jewish. Only child.

My sexual outlet is a younger woman who works as a CPA for a Big Four Accounting firm, 28. Like me she is Asian, in my view an extraordinary beauty who has disappointed her parents, turning down selected suitors, one after the other. She has no interest in men, zero, zilch, nada. She is in love with me and I am in love with her. If any of you have Asian upbringing you know that never married is a cheap price to pay for staying in the closet. I chose the cover of being married. Our 'secret' is very careful, our professional life allowing us to see each other during the day. Our 'affair' is at times very hot and at times warm and close, but always on simmer.

My husband has his academic world, and he has always been oblivious that I have a significant attachment to my 'friend'. When he is busy he pushes me to call 'her' to keep me company or help with my kids.