Back when I was a senior boy in high school I never dated, cause I had feelings for the jock type boys. I tried not to let on, but it was getting harder to control my feelings, especially for the black boys. One Saturday afternoon out at my uncles ranch his neighbors black hired hand was there, alone with his 16 year old boy. He went to the same school as I did, and played basket ball, he wasn't considered a jock, and I didn't know him, other than meeting in the hallways.



One of my buddys was there also, he was off messing with the horses, and did end up going for a short ride on one, thats when the kid came over and started talking. I caught him looking at me in this kinda embarrassing way, but it got me interested. Shorly afterwards we made a trip behind a hay shed, it didn't take long till he was all over me, and I caved to him, and before I knew what he was fucking me dog fashion. That was embarrassing, but at the same time exciting as hell and I let him finish inside of me.



When he pulled out I did have mixed feelings, but for the most part I was ok with it, the biggest embarrassing part was on the way back to town when my buddy told me he'd watched the whole thing. I traied to play it off as just something that I couldn't control and it happened, he said yeah, but I didn't see you putting up anykind of a fuss about it, in fact it looked like you may have wanted it. But trying to explain wasn't working, so I gave up trying, but in my mind I did like what he did, and that was just the first time.