Well... I did it...got together with a guy for a hookup. Thought I was bi, now I know I'm straight. He sucked me good, then switched and I sucked him, switched again couldn't get hard again then felt disgusted. I had to pull an asshole move and leave him high and dry, felt a bit guilty but I felt more grossed out. Got home and took a hot shower to get his taste and smell off of me water so hot it caused my skin to turn red. Now in bed knees still weak and feeling sick to my stomach. One thing is for sure I'm going for pussy all the way ugh can still smell his cologne on my hands alcohol not working very well. One thing is fore sure when I get a girl to go down on me, I'm definitely showering like 20 minutes before the hookup ugh you women deserve metals lol. My mind is a curse I can remember useless information... I can still remember his touch taste and smell UUUGGGHHH!