This 30 yr old divorced white male recently had an embarrassing moment that turned erotic.A couple days ago I was in a downtown park with a female date and we were kissing passionately.All that making out and made me horny as hell with my cock straining against my pants.Unfortunately she had to catch a train for the Easter weekend to visit her mother so she left me there high and dry.As I sat there reflecting on what could have been I noticed this older gentleman nearby who kept trying to catch my eye.I thought oh no some old gay guy checking me out.Because he was looking at me so much I met his glance as if to say why do you keep looking at me.He must have misinterpreted my return glance as interest because he got up and sat beside me.I wondered if I should just get up and leave.I noticed he was around 60 white haired not really overweight but definitely packing a few pounds in his midsection,wearing glassed but otherwise ordinary looking.I then realized to my horror I still had a hard on from my date.And it was not going down anytime soon no matter how much I willed it too.He looked down and noticed it.


So I was sitting there not knowing what to do.He kept staring at my erection and smiled.He must think that I am turned on to him I thought.Instead of getting up and leaving I continued sitting there.He asked to smoke a cigarette and I said sure go ahead.He took out a long 100 cigarette and placed it in his mouth.He lit up and took a deep drag.He then reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a small amber bottle.He then said inhale some of this.When I looked at him dumbfoundedly he explained these are poppers silly you snort them.I thought what is that stuff I should stay away from it.He said it will help you feel good.He opened the bottle and sniffed showing me how it was done.I looked around and saw no one nearby so I thought I will try it once and stop if it feels bad.I took the bottle and inhaled deep with my nose like I saw him do.I soon felt this strange rush and hot feeling inside me then my head felt this deepening euphoria.It lasted a minute or 2 then stopped.I inhaled again and the same rush only even stronger.I started feeling disinhibited and my erection felt so hard I wondered if it would burst.I looked over at him and his face had softened.His smoking looked sensual and sexy in a way I had never noticed before.He sucked on the filter like it was a cock.God he looks so handsome right now why is this happening to me.The more I inhaled the hotter his smoking looked.He saw me looking at him and then said I live nearby let's go.He got up and started walking .Every once in awhile I would take the poppers and take a deep snort when I thought no one could see me.I started having all kinds of crazy thoughts like I am walking with my boyfriend, that I am with this sexy old man and I love it etc.Needless to say I was hornier than I have ever been in my life.We got to his condo apartment and I barely noticed the surroundings. All I noticed was him the way he moved his ass his face his smile.It was like I was in love with him everything he did made me glow inside and excited me.What the hell is happening to me.Before I knew it he had taken my clothes off and his and we were standing naked face to face in his bedroom.Our hard cocks were pressed together and both stiff.we both had cut cocks but the head of his cock was fatter than mine while the length was similar.I took another deep inhale of the poppers and heard myself saying kiss me.He moved real close and kissed me deep and passionately as my mouth opened to take his tongue in.It was like no kiss I had had with a woman.It was deeper more insistent.It aroused my whole body.He lay me on my bad and laying beside me explored my naked body with his hamds and mouth.Soon he was expertly sucking my cock as I moaned and moaned.It felt indescribably intense and I was in ecstasy.Seeing his head bobbing up and down triggered me to let loose a huge load of my sperm while I cried out.He greedily swallowed every drop until my balls were emptied.After this we kissed and I could taste my cun on his lips which only made it more sexy.We lay there awhile and being 30 I was soon hard again.Looking at his face now I found him attractive in a way I never felt with a man before.He looked handsome and right for me.I shuddered inside myself realizing Oh god I could fall in love with a man like this.This stiffened my cock and gave me those love tingles I had only felt with women before but this was deeper more insistent.He had earlier told me his name was Howard.Howard then said it is your turn now baby.I knew what he meant.He wanted me to please him the same way and take my first cock ever in my mouth.Deep down I wanted this and without another thought moved down and kissed the head of his cock.The poppers had me me so uninhibited I was soon sucking as much of his cock into my mouth as I could.I felt so alive so sexy and loved that I was pleasing him as I could hear his moans.He soon spurted in my mouth and I found myself needing to swallow his creamy load every bit of it until he was done.I had this soft feeling inside of satisfaction that I had pleased and looked after his cock.For awhile we lay there until he handed me a cigarette and we both lay there smoking contentedly.I realized I loved this feeling and wondered if I would ever go back to women after this.Another though emerged.... what if I am truly gay and this is who I really am.Before I could finish that thought he asked me to return to him in a couple nights so we could resume.I cleaned up and left in this glowing state of mind.Been thinking of him ever since and I am going over to his place tonight.I bought a pack of Benson and Hedges 100 s his brand and been smoking them the last couple days.When I look at my face in the mirror now I see a softening and new recognition.I am starting to look like a younger version of him.