What little I remember is of no real significance. It's all sketchy and besides my husband says I enjoyed everything and everyone. What I'm talking about, is a long long night of sexual debauchery to which I cannot remember a thing hardly, and a night where my husband had three strange men fuck me in our hotel room. It was whilst we were away on holiday on our last night there. And a holiday we've just returned from. I've now seen the video he took of me sucking cock and being fucked by all three men and I will admit to looking like I was enjoying their attentions. What I can't get past, is my husband is usually a very jealous individual. To the point of him almost beating someone up as we entered the airport to fly out, just for looking my way.

The video clearly shows him masturbating as the men fuck my mouth, pussy and arsehole and it also clearly shows him encouraging them to fuck me harder. I don't remember going back to our room from the night club we were in, and I can't recollect the men before viewing the video of me taking all their cocks willingly.

When I've spoken to my husband since, all he'll say is "You wanted it, don't you remember". Yet I know I wouldn't have wanted anything like it. Or at least I don't think I would. Besides if it wasn't for another comment he made on the flight back, one where he said it was such an amazing night he'd set up, I'd think it was me who arranged the whole thing.

And to put it all into some kind of reasoning for me. I've now copied the video and find myself wondering if i'd like to do it again, only without my husband being there.