Bi-Sexual Female / 47
I got married at 19 because my husband was going into the service. We had our honeymoon but then he was gone most of the time, I stayed and lived with my parents and went to college. In college I had a lesbian affair with a girl.
When my husband came home we were lovey dovey, had a couple of kids, bought a house, and got on with being married. My kids had an afternoon babysitter, she was the daughter of the neighbor. She was pretty and all and I got carried away with her and pressured her into sex. She told her mother. I was embarrassed and pretty close to being accused of perversion, but I guess because it was woman to woman they never went through with it.
Later when my kids were both in school I took a job as part time receptionist for a doctor's office. I ended up in bed with one of the nurses. She had experience and I had my first true lesbian affair, full on sex and full on love affair. My husband was traveling at the time and she spent the night with me. My kids gave me away to my husband. I confessed it all, college, the baby sitter and the nurse. He said to get my head straight or move out.
For seventeen years I didn't have another lesbian affair. I stayed out of work, and always made sure I had other people around me. I had a thousand crushes, I day dreamed, night dreamed but I kept myself clean. I overdid the sex with my husband, I suppose compensating. Then I met this girl, she worked for an art supply store and I was into being an artist and the next thing you know I am between her legs sucking the life out of her. I immediately went to my husband and confessed. He asked to meet her and said he wanted a piece of her too. She agreed.
We went into the this year long sex marathon, I don't know if it was three way or two way on steroids. He had his fun but got tired of it and all he wanted was me beside him, cuddled up tight. I never felt more wanted. As to the girl from the art store she went her way.
All I am saying is that you can love your husband and have a family with him. But you can't be asked to stay away from other women. It doesn't work that way. The seventeen years that I went straight I came close to being crazy. I don't crush, I CRUSH. Now that we are older he says go ahead but be in his bed at night. He has never asked me for another girl to have sex with both of us at the same time. I go 'out' with a lady friend, she is divorced so she knows how a man wants a woman and she understands and makes sure that I am home when I need to be home.
When my husband came home we were lovey dovey, had a couple of kids, bought a house, and got on with being married. My kids had an afternoon babysitter, she was the daughter of the neighbor. She was pretty and all and I got carried away with her and pressured her into sex. She told her mother. I was embarrassed and pretty close to being accused of perversion, but I guess because it was woman to woman they never went through with it.
Later when my kids were both in school I took a job as part time receptionist for a doctor's office. I ended up in bed with one of the nurses. She had experience and I had my first true lesbian affair, full on sex and full on love affair. My husband was traveling at the time and she spent the night with me. My kids gave me away to my husband. I confessed it all, college, the baby sitter and the nurse. He said to get my head straight or move out.
For seventeen years I didn't have another lesbian affair. I stayed out of work, and always made sure I had other people around me. I had a thousand crushes, I day dreamed, night dreamed but I kept myself clean. I overdid the sex with my husband, I suppose compensating. Then I met this girl, she worked for an art supply store and I was into being an artist and the next thing you know I am between her legs sucking the life out of her. I immediately went to my husband and confessed. He asked to meet her and said he wanted a piece of her too. She agreed.
We went into the this year long sex marathon, I don't know if it was three way or two way on steroids. He had his fun but got tired of it and all he wanted was me beside him, cuddled up tight. I never felt more wanted. As to the girl from the art store she went her way.
All I am saying is that you can love your husband and have a family with him. But you can't be asked to stay away from other women. It doesn't work that way. The seventeen years that I went straight I came close to being crazy. I don't crush, I CRUSH. Now that we are older he says go ahead but be in his bed at night. He has never asked me for another girl to have sex with both of us at the same time. I go 'out' with a lady friend, she is divorced so she knows how a man wants a woman and she understands and makes sure that I am home when I need to be home.
