I was 16 years old. Something was changing in me. My body was emerging from a very slender golden-haired always smiling hazel-eyed Californian teenager into a soon to be adult.

I remember it was a strange time for me being 16. I'd always been one of the two fastest female runners (sprinters) at my public high school. Now all of a sudden my body was being weighed down. My breasts had quickly mysteriously grown unusually huge, actually as large as firm gr**efruits. I sometimes had to start wearing two sports bras running. I felt strange actually touching and teasing my now areoles. My nipples had even coned out and changed.

As I held and touched my embarrassingly oversized breasts for my body I felt strange tingling sensations in my body. I always feel those feelings.

My body had morphed into something on its own. I was actually getting curves like a woman. Even my butt had magically filled out and rounded.

Hairs were popping out of my body in the most peculiar unexpected awkward places on me. I was even having to pluck with tweezers hairs from around my now bulbous nipples. I was now nervously shaving around my asshole.

My clitoris at 16 years old was doing weird things too. The visible part of my clit would emerge from under my hood. It was like some mysterious thing sticking it's head out of a tent, popping out unexpectedly all the time to say hello as well.

I started once in a while having orgasms running. The first time it happened I had all these classmates racing with me around the final curve of a school 1/4 mile oval running track. I like fucking freaked.

Before, my once little girl clitoris had kind of just stayed mostly hidden. I now saw my clit growing as like a little starving child, always coming out unexpectedly, saying "feed me."

My vag began also always feeling wet, mucous-covered, slippery, and hungry too. My vag felt like a feminine mortal monster, this body part on me strangely always wanted to take in and consume human dicks.

Real dicks.

Any dick.

It was like I had this vag creature living between my legs. My vag kept producing strange musky sexual aromas. I couldn't help it.

In my alone personal quiet times I was always experimenting. I was always shoving all sorts of shit up my vag to replicate what a penis felt like. My efforts wouldn't ever satisfy this mysterious beast living between my legs.

I honestly really tried to feed my vag's hunger. My vag craved real human dicks. Candles, handles of hairbrushes, carved carrots, cucumbers, my electric toothbrush, a screwdriver handle, even a girl's antiperspirant container or a warm Costco hotdog sealed in a plastic bag just frustrated my secret pussy monster more.

My vag monster craved real dick.

Being 16 was truly a frustrating time for me. I think I was just very emotional. I was really popular at school. I think now sometimes being popular can be a bad thing. I had really nice sweet guys I turned down for dates and just doing things with in high school because I thought I could end up with someone better.

That was really stupid of me.

The problem was my sex drive was too much.

It's like I was going sexually crazy. It still is too high.

I think my sexuality was getting hijacked and all mixed up from all my strange life experiences.

At 16 something strange was changing within me. I'd masturbate nervously everywhere all the time. I did it like crazy. I still do. I even actually masturbated at my public high school.

Being 16 years old really was a confusing time for me.

I knew people all the time had said I was beautiful by human standards, but I never felt if I should trust them. I'd even helped a man win a first place prize at a Fourth of July parade by riding in his antique car, me smiling and waving to parade watchers.

Being 16 was just a really strange time for me.

Something was definitely happening within my body, especially my pussy. My pussy became this amazing displaying of wet slippery nerve-filled hunger.

At home I'd sit nude on my bed spread out naked with my legs wide apart. I'd sit raunchy wide open. I'd hold my plastic hair brush mirror between my legs observing. (I'd also had shoved the handle of that mirror into my vagina before also.) I'd finger myself and play with my pussy wondering what the fuck was happening with me.

I had days I honestly couldn't stop masturbating.

My pussy wouldn't let up.

I couldn't stop feeling horny.

I'd cum, sometimes squirting strange watery white clear liquid all over my bed and blankets.

That was embarrassing too.

One day before I'd started having full-on sex I'd masturbated with a boy classmate on his bed in his bedroom. He had model plastic airplanes hanging from fishing string hung from his bedroom ceilings. He had the cutest balls. I later actually gently softly sucked his balls in my mouth.

We were both naked on his bed.

When I had my first orgasm with him on his bed I shot my girl juice further than he shot his sperm.

He was like "Holly fuck!

What did you just fucking do?!!!!"

I felt like a freak.

I couldn't explain. I know I exercise a lot. I ride a mountain bike many hundreds of miles a month still today pedaling around. Maybe my pussy and kegal muscles are just weird? A doctor I had confessed to said she thinks I have a strong Skene's glands, that it's nothing to worry about. I just sometimes squirt when I cum. No big deal.

IDKY.

But then I'd realize my pussy wanted to cum again.

I'd cum again.

And again.

Again and again and again.

It really still is for me like I'm living within me a sexual monster in my pussy. I truly am a teen nympho.

I do honestly feel like a secret sex freak. If anyone saw what I look like they wouldn't believe that. I don't even have a tattoo. I look so lipstick and soft laced. A hugging kissing daddy's girl.

With a secret evil twist.

I have unfortunately always been a highly sexual person. I don't know why God cursed me. I still don't know why I started masturbating when I was only four years old. I couldn't stop myself. I just loved the pleasurable feelings.

I've masturbated nearly every day of my life since age four. Nowadays I don't even try to stop. Sometimes I tried. I am at the point of no longer even trying to change. My sex drive controls me. I am just the passenger on a voyage of my erotic adventures nowadays. I realize it's useless to fight the powerful urges and feelings. It's like my sexual feelings are programed into me.

Sex is like a strong strange obsession for me. I'm embarrassed to tell people how sexual I am. I love porn. I look at porn every day. I can't help it. I love being nude too. I'm always nude. I'm nude as I write this. Its embarrassing.

Sometimes I take my mountain bicycle where I live far into the woods on trails. I have rear pannier bags on my mountain bicycle to take the things I like to bring with me.

I bicycle where people rarely go. I go to places on my bicycle by myself. I know that's probably not that smart. I sometimes while I am away from everyone get naked. Sometimes on warm days I swim naked in remote mountain lakes. Sometimes I sit out in the sun naked and even masturbate in the woods.

I don't know why. I still bring penis dildos and vibrators with me into the woods. I bring my iPhone and a comforter to watch porn nude in nature. If I ever got hurt and was later rescued people would ask what the fuck was I doing up there alone in the mountains with a bunch of sex toys? I can't stop my head to do these strange sexual urges and feelings inside myself.

When I was 16 my mother and I went shopping to buy me a new swimsuit. My body had changed so much my old swimsuit no longer fit.

My mother and I really argued over swimsuits at a local store.

My mom wanted me to wear an old-fashioned conservative body-hiding standard one-piece teen swimsuit.

In the store I saw a clothing rack displayed some swimsuits on closeout.

I can understand why the string bikinis on closeout weren't selling.

The g-string bikinis on closeout were so small and revealing one's butt cheeks were literally completely exposed. The suits' strings didn't even cover one's butthole. The only thing the string bikini top triangles covered were nipples. The barely pussy-covering g-string bottoms were so small I knew I'd definitely have to shave my pussy completely to wear one of the bikinis discounted to 70% off.

My mom and I clashed.

We argued.

As a compromise my mom bought me the modest standard body-covering one-piece padded-bra area girl swimsuit she liked.

I sprung some dollars I'd brought in my sports bra I had on that day for purchasing one of the little barely-covering anything lime colored g-string bikinis on closeout I liked.

As soon as I got home I retried on my neon lime green g-string bikini I'd bought.

Wholly Fuck!!!

My teenage mons pubis pussy camel-toed in my new bikini. My gr**efruit tits were barely covered. Through the thin sheer unpadded polyester fabric one could literally distinguish my nipples popped out.

I realized maybe I was a bit extreme!

This might sound stupid.

I just didn't want to make my mom feel she was right.

Aren't girls supposed to be proud of our bodies? I looked great! I tried to figure out how to keep what I called my volcano nipples from always popping out. I didn't have a workable answer.

That same day my mom and I had bought my new swimsuits, I wore my new neon g-string bikini under my clothes to my local public swimming pool. My family had a summer membership at the local big pool complex. I told the lifeguards at the pool entrance my membership number, was permitted to enter, and excitedly went in to take off my shorts and other clothes to suntan and to swim in my new string bikini.

I immediately got kicked out of the swimming complex.

I'd never heard of such bullshit.

Apparently my swimsuit didn't meet local community public ordinance standards of acceptability and decency.

I didn't even know our county had a law on bathing suits.

I really honestly was confused because I was wearing I thought a swimsuit.

I got told by the pool director who ran the big swim center I couldn't dress that way, especially me being only a 16 year old.

At the moment my g-string bikini immediately became my symbol of public defiance.

My attitude became fuck what anyone thinks.

My lime neon g-string bikini immediately became my favorite swimsuit.

Since my local public pool center didn't let me wear my almost invisible bikini I decided I'd just go swim and tan somewhere else.

On summer days I started gathering together a beach towel, beach slippers, food, drinks, a water bottle, a book, my iPhone with headphones, suntan oil, sunglasses, chapstick, condoms (just in case! : ) ), and other vitals, placing all those things in my bike pannier bags. I'd put on my bike helmet, bike gloves, and other stuff. I'd hop on my very expensive mountain bike to pedal to a nearby local California state park lake to suntan and swim in my neon g-string bikini. Fuck the law. I'd always set out my beach towel among all the other people and soak up the sun. No one ever complained to me (except one mom who told me when my nipple slipped getting out of the lake one day).

Some other people would also suntan in little bikinis on the beach at the lake too. My bikini from most I saw was definitely one of the smallest bikinis on the beach. In my very dark sunglasses I'd secretly stare as guys walked by.

At the time I never caught on fully to statements guys made. As guys walked past I'd hear comments like "Holy Fuck! Did you see the tits on that girl?" or "Oh shit, did you see the that girl in the bikini?"

It actually made me happy to feel people liked seeing me.

One day I was at the state park beach tanning in my almost not there string bikini when a waterskiing boat came slowly floating up to the shore. I was watching the boat because it had four hunk guys in the boat. They looked like college students.

I still don't know why. I was in a strange sexual hunger or something. I had already started fucking guys.i was even fucking two female girl friends sometimes when we did sleepovers. It's kind of embarrassing. I'd even fucked adults. Something wasn't like normal in me. I don't normally drink alcohol. I don't vape. I don't use tobacco. I've never had 420. I've never even tried an illegal drug. I've never even shoplifted. But put a condom on a penis and I'll suck all day.

It's like I know something still spins funny in my head.

That day one of the guys with the ski boat saw me alone on the beach. He asked me if I could watch their boat for a bit.

How I was to do anything with a boat I have no fucking idea.

When the guys came back they thanked me for watching their boat.

They asked me if I ever water skied.

I had, but it had been like a month earlier. I used to ski with a girl friend's family.

The guys invited me to go water ski.

Me with four hunk guys in a fucking ski boat? Fuck yeah!

I quickly put everything of mine back in my bike pannier bags. (Even though it was a walk, I always locked my bike up at the state park rangers station so I didn't have to worry about my bike getting stolen if I went in the water.) I threw my shit in their ski boat and said let's get this party started!

As soon as the ski boat got past the buoy the one guy driving the boat gunned the engine. The boat just fucking took off!

A guy handed me a beer. I figured there needed to be exceptions to life in everything. As soon as we got out a ways the guys stopped the boat. They invited me to ski first.

I excitedly got in the water and set myself in the skis to get pulled. I yelled I was ready.

It took me several times trying but in no time I was up skiing!

The funny part was the guy driving the boat did things to get me to go down in the water. He'd turn the boat super hard and have me hit waves so it was super hard to hold on.

I crashed a couple times. My swimsuit both times came off. The first time my bottoms were down at my ankles, my tits hanging out! The second time my entire top came completely off! I'd held on to my bottom strings that time.

Luckily because of the bright lime color one of the guys on the boat was somehow able to spot my bikini top floating in the water among all the choppy waves. Finding my top really was like finding a needle in a haystack on that big lake!

I climbed back in the boat, my nipples accidentally flashed. I thanked them and drank beers with the guys. We talked. They actually all were college students. We just all talked about weird shit and stuff.

I felt loosened up by the beers. Later we were just floating alone on the lake. We started talking about boys liking tits. I told them how my breasts were fucking with my running. We talked how boys can show their chests in public but I got kicked out of my own public swimming pool for showing too much of mine.

The guys were like you can show your tits to us anytime you want!

I was like fuck it.

Isn't this supposed to be America?

I just did it.

I took off my top to show the guys my changing tits.

One of the guys was like"Baby, you are my kind of girl!" He handed me another beer.

The guys kept daring me.

Take off the my bottom too.

I told them they already see my ass and can see just about everything already. I spread my but cheeks and showed them how only a string hid my butthole. The guys said my ass looked sweet. I held on to my breasts and said aren't my milk jugs good enough? Wouldn't they be good to suck on?

One of the guys said he'd definitely suck my tits. Suck more than that on me too if I wanted.

It got me horny just hearing him talk like that.

I went over and said suck on my tits then.

I just remember everyone laughing! I had all four of them touching me. I felt hands on my wet ass. All of a sudden my bikini bottom was untied. I was nude. I was kissing on one of the guy"s necks when I felt the first raw dick against my naked ass.

I told the guys sorry but I only do safe sex. They looked all sad until I told them I had a new box of off-brand condoms in my pannier bags.

I couldn't stop laughing as two of the guys climbed across to the front of the boat to get to my pannier bags first! While they went for the condoms I felt my tits being sucked. I felt my. exposed pussy getting excited! Fingers touched me.

Whoever designed the ski boat we were on that day must have considered fucking as part of skiing. The seats in the back could moved and fold down and a piece added to be made into a giant fuck mattress bed. I'd never seen anything fucking like it!

It was absolutely the craziest fucking thing I did in my life! Nude, I sucked one guy's dick while fucking another, stroking a cock in each of my hands too!

It was too much to do at once. I kept trying to keep my sunglasses on but it was impossible. Immediately two of the guys quickly came. One had cum while wearing a condom in my mouth, the other wearing a condom in my pussy.

The whole boat was like this moaning talking crazy sound machine of all of them talking filthy and the boat kind of being swept around on actually pretty rough afternoon waves.

I flipped over on my knees and elbows because one of the guys who hadn't yet cum did me doggy. White he entered my pussy I sucked the other. It was easier and less work by far with just two guys.

I discovered however it's not like porn gang bangs because every time I kept wanting to rock my ass and get my vag to swallow the one guy's dick it made the dick in my mouth come out!

I finally had the guy I was sucking his dick get down on a towel on his knees so I could get more comfortable. I used one hand to finger and play with my pussy.

One guy who'd already cum came back over. He started playing with my pussy again. I wasn't sure what he was doing. I keep thinking he just wanted to touch me.

I felt the guy in my pussy put his hands real tight holding onto my waist and hips shaking. As he orgasmed he pulled on my hips so hard pumping the poor guy l mouth fucked chased after my mouth! He held onto my head. I was like getting stretched!

I asked fourth guy to get his turn in my pussy. He stretched out nude face up. I climbed on top of his nice dick. Cowgirl is still my favorite position.

I slid my vag up and down on his wonderful dick! No wonder the fuck I to this day hate Costco hot dogs. I wanted real dick in my pussy to eat! I had a gigantic feeling of happiness of my pussy just swallowing in his dick. I had a HUGE orgasm!!! It was the kind that day that gave me like a full shitload of feelings. It was what I needed too. It just was weird on a boat.

I went down and went close to the guys ear I was still fucking. I whispered "I want you to fuck me in my ass."

Immediately he orgasmed too!

I have a friend who tells me I should write my life experiences into a book.

As for the four guys in the ski boat, I masturbated nude some more in their boat. I had to get back to the beach because I worried when the ranger station office closed at 5:00 pm someone might steal my bike. Someone in the boat had accidentally stepped on and broke my sunglasses in the boat, which bummed me out, but I know it was an accident. I also had to pay for the condoms but the guys did give me cold beers. I guess it was a great event just considering the memory.

The strangest part was afterwards I started always sunbathing at another state beach actually closer to my home. I kept thinking that one guy would be looking for me, wanting to fuck me in my ass!