I don't really think I would be able to satisfy you. Like other girls I can't show off my body to look good. I would always wear clothes which hide my upper body as much as possible. I can't wear clothes which have minimal sleaves or no sleaves. I have broad shoulders and you'll see loose fat skin around all over my body. I can't really go fully naked in front of you in light. I have got this ugly fat strech marks all over my body, specially on my stomach. Multiple fat lines streching all over my stomach just to look it as ugly as possible. I am not really comfortable in wearing saree or clothes that can show off my belly. I can't see people judging me because of this. I don't think you deserve all these. All these scars are mine and because of me. You can find a better girl than, who doesn't have these marks to hide. I don't really think you should marry me because i can't see people judging me. I don't want you to get embarrassed from these scars of mine. There is still time in our marriage, you can take your time because I won't be able to give you what you're seeking and it is really bothering me. The more I am working on my body, the more they are visible and emerging. I can see new lines emerging as I am loosing weight and that is more worse. I fear you'll stop loving me after seeing those scars. I would like you to please understand me and choose what is best for you because realizing things now is better after marriage.


