Following up on my confession about marrying my first cousin, I was fifteen when I lost it to him and we got married when I was 24 after I finished nursing school. The thing is that I am desperate, if I can use that word, to get pregnant. He is my father's sister's son, we are first cousins. I am a nurse and I know that the hype is that it is all bad but the reality is that it is not, a tiny little bit only. But when I talk about this with my sister for example she is all against it, or says that I should get a donation from a sperm bank.

I want a baby, well I want several babies, I love my cousin and he is my husband and I want his babies not some weirdo's who dumps his sperm by jerking off in a clinic.

Our family has always been against us being married, but we are so there is nothing they can say now.