I do have a problem with my sexuality. It is a problem because basically I don't accept it and even though I have been to a therapist for the last couple of years I don't accept it. I never wanted this body or this role, I am basically not me, I don't want this dick.

My dream is to be a mom with a nice house in the suburbs with three little kids. I am not gay, sure I have my dream but I cannot be gay. In the end I have girlfriends that I am close to but I don't tell them about my problem. I don't date them of course, I wouldn't know what do with my dick.

Apparently I am not the only one with this type of problem, if I could be born again I would want to be a woman, no dick, and three kid in the suburbs. But I have a dick so I have a job working as a draftsman for an engineering and construction firm, I am friends with the ladies at the front office and I go home at night and I have a dick.

Before my sessions ended my therapist told me that I was straight and I had a dream sequence stuck in my head.