Straight Male / 47
Between the ages of 15 and 16 I had a good friend who was 18. He had his own apartment paid for by his mother. Almost every day I would find myself in his apartment talking about things and just whatever. The thing is, early on in our friendship we started talking about beating off and cuming. It seemed just natural. I know he dated girls and trust me, I had sex with females always on my mind. I even was able to use his apartment a couple times to screw some girl while he stayed in his bedroom. I liked girls, but, I also liked our male relationship.
After our initial talk of beating off and how good cuming felt, the next step was to compare it. We laid side by side on our backs and masturbated and shot our loads. His was definitely higher and there was more of it. His cock sticking up was also longer than mine. I actually felt inferior to him at that moment and got a little depressed. He noticed my depression and asked me about it. I told him I didn't want to talk about it. He kept insisting and finally I broke down and told him how his performance and size bothered me. He laughed it off and told me that none of that has anything to do with anything. I just shrugged it off.
The next day I was still back at his place. He was my friend and he was interesting. One thing led to another and we were back in his bed, side by side pant less. This time he suggested we make each other hard and he reached for my soft dick and it immediately responded. It felt quite nice. I put my hand over and touched him. It felt different than touching my own. It reacted almost immediately to my touch. I knew I had seen it the day before but this time with it in my hand it looked quite different. The feel was something else too. It was nothing like touching myself. He started stroking my cock. I hadn't agreed to that in the beginning but I wasn't stopping him. I shifted more to my side and he did the same. I started stroking him in return. We played with each other like that for at least 15 minutes before I announced my coming explosion and I do mean explosion. I cum like crazy and it felt completely different that any time I had ever done it myself or even when I had intercourse. Just a totally different feeling. When I finally stopped cuming I opened my eyes and seen I had shot cum all over him. It was certainly more than I had ever released before. Ever. I picked up the speed on my stroking of him. Worked the head because I know it felt good to me. He stated cuming and I watched every bit escape his cock. Most of it hit me and the amount that hit my bare skin felt warm. It was nice. This time it didn't look to be more than I produced but he was still longer.
We continued our meet up for almost a year until he enlisted in the military to get away from his dominating mother. Before that time came we went from masturbating each other to sucking each other. From there to swallowing each others cum when someone came. After a time and some finger ass play we ended up fucking each other's asses and we would cum deep inside each other. We had cock fights and did just about anything we could think of with our cocks.
After he left there was no more contact with him. I went back to playing with girls only. Never even thought about being with another guy. Well, not for years any way. That as of late has been changing. Now, after 40 years of happy
and fulfilling marriage and being 67 years old, it is coming back to me. Suddenly even though my wife is a goddess still when it comes to sex and meeting any desires I have, my thoughts seem to wonder back to those early guy times of adventure. I have begun to miss my old buddy or more like miss our adventures together. I am now thinking that I would enjoy giving a man a handjob and watching him cum or sucking on a guy and swallowing his load. Even getting ass fucked by a guy and vice versa has entered back into my thoughts. They are hard to shake.
I would never act on my feelings now because of my wife being so special but still, the feelings are there. I can't tell my wife of my feeling because I know her well and she would blame herself for my thoughts and it has nothing to do with her. If I masturbate today it is with the fantasy of being with a guy though.
After our initial talk of beating off and how good cuming felt, the next step was to compare it. We laid side by side on our backs and masturbated and shot our loads. His was definitely higher and there was more of it. His cock sticking up was also longer than mine. I actually felt inferior to him at that moment and got a little depressed. He noticed my depression and asked me about it. I told him I didn't want to talk about it. He kept insisting and finally I broke down and told him how his performance and size bothered me. He laughed it off and told me that none of that has anything to do with anything. I just shrugged it off.
The next day I was still back at his place. He was my friend and he was interesting. One thing led to another and we were back in his bed, side by side pant less. This time he suggested we make each other hard and he reached for my soft dick and it immediately responded. It felt quite nice. I put my hand over and touched him. It felt different than touching my own. It reacted almost immediately to my touch. I knew I had seen it the day before but this time with it in my hand it looked quite different. The feel was something else too. It was nothing like touching myself. He started stroking my cock. I hadn't agreed to that in the beginning but I wasn't stopping him. I shifted more to my side and he did the same. I started stroking him in return. We played with each other like that for at least 15 minutes before I announced my coming explosion and I do mean explosion. I cum like crazy and it felt completely different that any time I had ever done it myself or even when I had intercourse. Just a totally different feeling. When I finally stopped cuming I opened my eyes and seen I had shot cum all over him. It was certainly more than I had ever released before. Ever. I picked up the speed on my stroking of him. Worked the head because I know it felt good to me. He stated cuming and I watched every bit escape his cock. Most of it hit me and the amount that hit my bare skin felt warm. It was nice. This time it didn't look to be more than I produced but he was still longer.
We continued our meet up for almost a year until he enlisted in the military to get away from his dominating mother. Before that time came we went from masturbating each other to sucking each other. From there to swallowing each others cum when someone came. After a time and some finger ass play we ended up fucking each other's asses and we would cum deep inside each other. We had cock fights and did just about anything we could think of with our cocks.
After he left there was no more contact with him. I went back to playing with girls only. Never even thought about being with another guy. Well, not for years any way. That as of late has been changing. Now, after 40 years of happy
and fulfilling marriage and being 67 years old, it is coming back to me. Suddenly even though my wife is a goddess still when it comes to sex and meeting any desires I have, my thoughts seem to wonder back to those early guy times of adventure. I have begun to miss my old buddy or more like miss our adventures together. I am now thinking that I would enjoy giving a man a handjob and watching him cum or sucking on a guy and swallowing his load. Even getting ass fucked by a guy and vice versa has entered back into my thoughts. They are hard to shake.
I would never act on my feelings now because of my wife being so special but still, the feelings are there. I can't tell my wife of my feeling because I know her well and she would blame herself for my thoughts and it has nothing to do with her. If I masturbate today it is with the fantasy of being with a guy though.
